it nerved our purpose and urged us to desperation,
did that fatal information scatter the agencies on
which we were to depend. The most desperate hazards
would be readily undertaken in that hour of gloom.
One more effort we decided on, and the experiment
was to be tried the next night. We heard Mr. Meagher
also was arrested, and we resolved, in order to satisfy
ourselves of the correctness of this and other reports,
to put ourselves in direct communication with some
person in the town of Clonmel. We accordingly
proceeded to the neighbourhood of that town, within
a mile of which, at the Waterford side, we established
ourselves, and remained two days. Each day we
sent in a messenger who brought us correct intelligence
of what occurred; and satisfied us not alone that
Mr. O’Brien was then in gaol, but that he was
allowed to be torn from the midst of a people for whom
he had perilled his life, without a hand being raised
in his defence. We then returned to the scene
of our former meetings, and met, for the last time,
beside a little brook near the Waterford slate-quarries.
My ambassadress had also returned, and there were
present three or four others. The reunion was
gloomy. But one question remained for discussion:
Was there any hope left? The message I received
as to the means of escape was dark and discouraging.
Nothing remained but the hazards of some desperate
enterprise. What had chiefly animated our hopes
for the few days was the knowledge that disaffection
and conspiracy existed in the ranks of the British
army. But among other intelligence of evil omen
that reached us was this, that the conspiracy had
been discovered. Whether this were true or not,
our means of communication were suspended; and, unable
to learn what had occurred, we naturally concluded
it was the worst. It is not quite correct to say,
we, as far as the proceedings of these days
in that neighbourhood were concerned. Neither
Stephens nor myself was in communication with more
than the one friend, to whose honour and heroism we
would commit the liberty of the world. Never
yet lived a man of more sanguine hope or intense patriotism.
All the vigour of a gigantic intellect, aided by the
endurance of great physical strength was tasked to
the uttermost in attempting to rouse the broken energies
of the country. He generally spent his nights
in interviews with the chief men of the surrounding
districts, while his duty by day was to communicate
the result to us, and secure a place of safety for
the ensuing night. Our last conference was of
course the longest and most anxious. There was
no chance within the range of possibility we did not
discuss. Of the intensity of our feelings, some
idea may be formed by the fact, that the one woman
who was of the party, whose sole stay on this earth
I was, as well as the sole stay of her sister and
a most helpless little family, never uttered one word
of remonstrance against any project, however desperate,
which was proposed. We concluded an interview