I had expected delays, a possible refusal.  Everyone had encountered delays of one sort and another.  Instead, I found a most courteous and agreeable permission given.  I was rather dazed.  And when, a day or so later, through other channels, I found myself in possession of letters to the Baron de Broqueville, Premier and Minister of War for Belgium, and to General Melis, Inspector General of the Belgian Army Medical Corps, I realised that, once in Belgian territory, my troubles would probably be at an end.

For getting out of England I put my faith in a card given me by the Belgian Red Cross.  There are only four such cards in existence, and mine was number four.

From Calais to La Panne!  If I could get to Calais I could get to the front, for La Panne is only four miles from Nieuport, where the confronting lines of trenches begin.  But Calais was under military law.  Would I be allowed to land?

Such writers as reached there were allowed twenty-four hours, and were then shipped back across the Channel or to some innocuous destination south.  Yet this little card, if all went well, meant the privilege of going fifty miles northeast to the actual front.  True, it gave no chance for deviation.  A mile, a hundred feet off the straight and tree-lined road north to La Panne, and I should be arrested.  But the time to think about that would come later on.

As a matter of fact, I have never been arrested.  Except in the hospitals, I was always practically where I had no business to be.  I had a room in the Hotel des Arcades, in Dunkirk, for weeks, where, just round the corner, the police had closed a house for a month as a punishment because a room had been rented to a correspondent.  The correspondent had been sentenced to five years’ imprisonment, but had been released after five weeks.  I was frankly a writer.  I was almost aggressively a writer.  I wrote down carefully and openly everything I saw.  I made, but of course under proper auspices and with the necessary permits, excursions to the trenches from Nieuport to the La Bassee region and Bethune, along Belgian, French and English lines, always openly, always with a notebook.  And nothing happened!

As my notebook became filled with data I grew more and more anxious, while the authorities grew more calm.  Suppose I fell into the hands of the Germans!  It was a large notebook, filled with much information.  I could never swallow the thing, as officers are supposed to swallow the password slips in case of capture.  After a time the general spy alarm got into my blood.  I regarded the boy who brought my morning coffee with suspicion, and slept with my notes under my pillow.  And nothing happened!

I had secured my passport vise at the French and Belgian Consulates, and at the latter legation was able also to secure a letter asking the civil and military authorities to facilitate my journey.  The letter had been requested for me by Colonel Depage.