so returning in upon themselves, that our most exact
ideas in regard to the whole mansion were not very
far different from those with which we pondered
upon infinity. During the five years of my residence
here, I was never able to ascertain with precision,
in what remote locality lay the little sleeping
apartment assigned to myself and some eighteen or
twenty other scholars. The school-room was the
largest in the house—I could not help
thinking, in the world. It was very long, narrow,
and dismally low, with pointed Gothic windows and a
ceiling of oak. In a remote and terror-inspiring
angle was a square inclosure of eight or ten feet,
comprising the sanctum, ‘during hours,’
of our principal, the Reverend Dr. Bransby.
It was a solid structure, with massy door, sooner
than open which in the absence of the ‘Dominie,’
we would all have willingly perished by the peine
forte et dure. In other angles were two
other similar boxes, far less reverenced, indeed,
but still greatly matters of awe. One of these
was the pulpit of the ‘classical’ usher,
one of the ‘English and mathematical.’
Interspersed about the room, crossing and recrossing
in endless irregularity, were innumerable benches
and desks, black, ancient and time-worn, piled desperately
with much-bethumbed books, and so beseamed with
initial letters, names at full length, grotesque figures,
and other multiplied efforts of the knife, as to have
entirely lost what little of original form might
have been their portion in days long departed.
A huge bucket with water stood at one extremity
of the room, and a clock of stupendous dimensions at
the other.
“Encompassed by the massy walls of this venerable academy, I passed, yet not in tedium or disgust, the years of the third lustrum of my life. The teeming brain of childhood requires no external world of incident to occupy or amuse it; and the apparently dismal monotony of a school was replete with more intense excitement than my riper youth has derived from luxury, or my full manhood from crime. Yet I must believe that my first mental development had in it much of the uncommon—even much of the outre. Upon mankind at large the events of very early existence rarely leave in mature age any definite impression. All is gray shadow—a weak and irregular remembrance—an indistinct regathering of feeble pleasures and phantasmagoric pains. With me this is not so. In childhood I must have felt with the energy of a man what I now find stamped upon memory in lines as vivid, as deep; and as durable as the exergues of the Carthaginian medals. Yet the fact—in the fact of the world’s view-how little was there to remember. The morning’s awakening, the nightly summons to bed; the connings, the recitations; the periodical half-holidays and perambulations; the playground, with its broils, its pastimes, its intrigues; these, by a mental sorcery long forgotten, were made to involve a wilderness of sensation,