lest it might involve him in inconveniences attendant
upon an equinoctial or fall passage. It is
with the deepest regret I observe that his strength
is visibly sinking under his disease, although
the latter does not appear to have increased in
violence; on the contrary, for this fortnight
past he seems in better spirits and to suffer less
pain: the first probably arises from the prospect
of his being speedily relieved from the weight
and anxiety of his public charge, for, with regard
to himself, his mind is most perfectly made up,
and resigned to a very speedy termination of all
his sufferings; and his anxiety has been latterly much
excited from the apprehension of his becoming too
ill to be able to undertake the voyage, and being
obliged to linger out the short remnant of his
life in this country.
I assure you he is very far from being indifferent in regard to forwarding your wishes; but from the necessity of his retiring himself, and even without waiting for leave to do so, he feels it the more indispensably necessary to leave this country in the best state of security he can, and that, under existing circumstances, he cannot attend to your request for leave. He desires me to say, that he regrets extremely the disappointment you may experience, and he requests that you will do him the favor to accept, as a legacy and mark of his very sincere regard, his favorite horse Alfred, and that he is induced to send him to you, not only from wishing to secure to his old favorite a kind and careful master, but from the conviction that the whole continent of America could not furnish you with so safe and excellent a horse. Alfred is ten years old, but being a high bred horse, and latterly but very little worked, he may be considered as still perfectly fresh. Sir James will give him up to Heriot, whenever you fix the mode of his being forwarded to you.
I have requested Sir James to allow me to accompany him home, a duty I should feel a most grateful pleasure in performing; but with a kind regard to what he thinks more to my interest, he will not accede to my wishes, but insists on my remaining here, as he thinks that my appointment will be considered permanent. Kempt goes home, his private affairs requiring his presence, and having strong ground to hope that he will be able to resign his staff for an active brigade; although his senior in years and length of service, I must still wait a long time before I can direct my ambition to so desirable an object.
You will have seen by Sir James’ speech, the very complete triumph his firmness and energy have obtained over the factious cabal of their most contemptible assembly. Bedard will be shortly released—that fellow alone of the whole gang has nerve, and does not want ability or inclination to do mischief whenever opportunity offers; the rest, old Papineau and the blustering B——, are all white-livered runagates to a man; but when Sir James’ back is turned, they will rally and commence the same bullying attack on his successor, who, I trust, will follow his example.
Colonel J.A. Vesey to Brigadier Brock.