example to the rest; well knowing, that any one by
remaining there might be the means (should a ship
arrive) of discovering their intended place of
abode. Finding it therefore impracticable,
I saw no other alternative but to rest as content
as possible and return to Tooboui, and there wait
till the masts of the Bounty should be taken
out, and then take the boat which might carry
me to Taheite, and disable those remaining from
pursuit.[20] But Providence so ordered it, that
we had no occasion to try our fortune at such a
hazard, for, upon returning there and remaining till
the latter end of August, in which time a fort
was almost built, but nothing could be effected;
and as the natives could not be brought to friendly
terms, and with whom we had many skirmishes,
and narrow escapes from being cut off by them, and,
what was still worse, internal broils and discontent,—these
things determined part of the people to leave
the island and go to Taheite, which was carried by
a majority of votes.
’This being carried into execution on the 22nd September, and having anchored in Matavai bay, the next morning my messmate (Mr. Stewart) and I went on shore, to the house of an old landed proprietor, our former friend; and being now set free from a lawless crew, determined to remain as much apart from them as possible, and wait patiently for the arrival of a ship. Fourteen more of the Bounty’s people came likewise on shore, and Mr. Christian and eight men went away with the ship, but God knows whither. Whilst we remained here, we were treated by our kind and friendly natives with a generosity and humanity almost unparalleled, and such as we could hardly have expected from the most civilized people.
’To be brief—having remained here till the latter end of March, 1791, on the 26th of that month, his Majesty’s ship Pandora arrived, and had scarcely anchored, when my messmate and I went on board and made ourselves known; and having learnt from one of the natives who had been off in a canoe, that our former messmate Mr. Hayward, now promoted to the rank of lieutenant, was on board, we asked for him, supposing he might prove the assertions of our innocence. But he (like all worldlings when raised a little in life) received us very coolly, and pretended ignorance of our affairs; yet formerly, he and I were bound in brotherly love and friendship. Appearances being so much against us, we were ordered to be put in irons, and looked upon—oh, infernal words!—as piratical villains. A rebuff so severe as this was, to a person unused to troubles, would perhaps have been insupportable, but to me, who had now been long inured to the frowns of fortune, and feeling myself supported by an inward consciousness of not deserving it, it was received with the greatest composure, and a full determination to bear it with patience.
’My sufferings, however, I have not power to describe; but though they are great,