Not all the gifts that art and nature gave,
Could save thee, lovely Nessy! from the grave.
Too early lost! from friendship’s bosom torn,
Oh might I tune thy lyre, and sweetly mourn
In strains like thine, when beauteous Margaret’s[A] fate
Oppress’d thy friendly heart with sorrow’s weight;
Then should my numbers flow, and laurels bloom
In endless spring around fair Nessy’s tomb.
[A] Alluding to some elegant lines, by the deceased, on the death of a
female friend.
[36] The following appears to have been written by
Mr. P. Heywood on the
day that the sentence of condemnation was passed on
him.
——Silence
then
The whispers of complaint,—low
in the dust
Dissatisfaction’s
daemon’s growl unheard.
All—all is
good, all excellent below;
Pain is a blessing—sorrow
leads to joy—
Joy, permanent and solid!
ev’ry ill,
Grim death itself, in
all its horrors clad,
Is man’s supremest
privilege! it frees
The soul from prison,
from foul sin, from woe,
And gives it back to
glory, rest, and God!
Cheerly, my friends,—oh,
cheerly! look not thus
With Pity’s melting
softness!—that alone
Can shake my fortitude—–all
is not lost.
Lo! I have gain’d
on this important day
A victory consummate
o’er myself,
And o’er this
life a victory,—on this day.
My birthday to eternity,
I’ve gain’d
Dismission from a world,
where for a while,
Like you, like all,
a pilgrim, passing poor,
A traveller, a stranger,
I have met
Still stranger treatment,
rude and harsh! I so much
The dearer, more desired,
the home I seek,
Eternal of my Father,
and my God!
Then pious Resignation,
meek-ey’d pow’r,
Sustain me still!
Composure still be mine.
Where rests it?
Oh, mysterious Providence
I Silence the wild idea.—I
have found
No mercy yet—no
mild humanity,
With cruel, unrelenting
rigour torn,
And lost in prison—lost
to all below!
And the following appears to have been written on
the day of the king’s
pardon being received.
—Oh deem
it not
Presumptuous, that my
soul grateful thus rates
The present high deliv’rance
it hath found;—
Sole effort of Thy wisdom,
sov’reign Pow’r,
Without whose knowledge,
not a sparrow fells!
Oh I may I cease to
live, ere cease to bless
That interposing hand,
which turn’d aside—
Nay, to my life and
preservation turn’d,—
The fatal blow precipitate,
ordain’d
To level all my little
hopes in dust,
And give me—to
the grave.
[37] With which the Editor, at his request, was favoured at the time.