On receiving certain Intelligence that my most
amiable and beloved
Brother, Peter Heywood, would soon be restored to
Freedom.
Oh, blissful hour!—oh
moment of delight!
Replete with happiness,
with rapture bright!
An age of pain is sure
repaid by this,
’Tis joy too great—’tis
ecstasy of bliss!
Ye sweet sensations
crowding on my soul,
Which following each
other swiftly roll,—
Ye dear ideas which
unceasing press,
And pain this bosom
by your wild excess,
Ah! kindly cease—for
pity’s sake subside,
Nor thus o’erwhelm
me with joy’s rapid tide:
My beating heart, oppress’d
with woe and care,
Has yet to learn such
happiness to bear:
From grief, distracting
grief, thus high to soar,
To know dull pain and
misery no more,
To hail each op’ning
morn with new delight,
To rest in peace and
joy each happy night,
To see my Lycidas from
bondage free,
Restored to life, to
pleasure, and to me,
To see him thus—adorn’d
with virtue’s charms,
To give him to a longing
mother’s arms,
To know him by surrounding
friends caress’d,
Of honour, fame, of
life’s best gifts possess’d,
Oh, my full heart! ’tis
joy—’tis bliss supreme,
And though ’tis
real—yet, how like a dream!
Teach me then, Heav’n,
to bear it as I ought,
Inspire each rapt’rous,
each transporting thought;
Teach me to bend beneath
Thy bounteous hand,
With gratitude my willing
heart expand:
To Thy omnipotence I
humbly bow,
Afflicted once—but
ah! how happy now!
Restored in peace, submissive
to Thy will,
Oh! bless his days to
come—protect him still;
Prolong his life, Thy
goodness to adore,
And oh! let sorrow’s
shafts ne’er wound him more.
NESSY HEYWOOD. London, October 15th, 1792, Midnight.
[34] Mr. Graham’s daughter.
[35] Several elegiac stanzas were written on the death
of this
accomplished young lady. The following are dated
from her native place,
the Isle of Man, where her virtues and accomplishments
could best be
appreciated.
How soon, sweet maid!
how like a fleeting dream
The winning graces,
all thy virtues seem!
How soon arrested in
thy early bloom
Has fate decreed thee
to the joyless tomb!
Nor beauty, genius,
nor the Muse’s care,
Nor aught could move
the tyrant Death to spare:
Ah! could their power
revoke the stern decree,
The fatal shaft had
past, unfelt by thee!
But vain thy wit, thy
sentiment refined,
Thy charms external,
and accomplish’d mind;
Thy artless smiles,
that seized the willing heart,
Thy converse, that could
pure delight impart;
The melting music of
thy skilful tongue,
While judgement listen’d,