[20] Morrison mentions, in his Journal, a plan to this effect, contrived by Heywood, Stewart, and himself, but observes, ’it was a foolish attempt, as, had we met with bad weather, our crazy boat would certainly have made us a coffin.’
[21] The following shows how much her fond mind was fixed on her unfortunate brother:—
On the Arrival of my dearly-beloved Brother, Peter
Heywood, in England,
written while a Prisoner, and waiting the Event of
his Trial on board
his Majesty’s Ship ’Hector.’
Come, gentle Muse, I
woo thee once again,
Nor woo thee now in
melancholy strain;
Assist my verse in cheerful
mood to flow,
Nor let this tender
bosom Anguish know;
Fill all my soul with
notes of Love and Joy,
No more let Grief each
anxious thought employ:
With Rapture now alone
this heart shall burn,
And Joy, my Lycidas,
for thy return!
Return’d with
every charm, accomplish’d youth,
Adorn’d with Virtue,
Innocence, and Truth;
Wrapp’d in thy
conscious merit still remain,
Till I behold thy lovely
form again.
Protect him, Heav’n,
from dangers and alarms,
And oh! restore him
to a sister’s arms;
Support his fortitude
in that dread hour
When he must brave Suspicion’s
cruel pow’r;
Grant him to plead with
Eloquence divine,
In ev’ry word
let Truth and Honour shine;
Through each sweet accent
let Persuasion flow,
With manly Firmness
let his bosom glow,
Till strong Conviction,
in each face exprest,
Grants a reward by Honour’s
self confest.
Let thy Omnipotence
preserve him still,
And all his future days
with Pleasure fill;
And oh! kind Heav’n,
though now in chains he be,
Restore him soon to
Friendship, Love, and me.
August 5th, 1792, Isle of Man. NESSY HEYWOOD.
[22] The late Aaron Graham, Esq., the highly respected police magistrate in London.
[23] Till the moment of the trial, it will readily be supposed that every thought of this amiable young lady was absorbed in her brother’s fate. In this interval the following lines appear to have been written:—
On receiving information by a letter from my ever dearly loved brother Peter Heywood, that his trial was soon to take place.
Isle of Man, August 22, 1792. NESSY HEYWOOD.
[24] The minutes being very long, a brief abstract only, containing the principal points of evidence, is here given.
[25] This Journal, it is presumed, must have been lost when the Pandora was wrecked.
[26] It was in this state of mind, while in momentary
expectation of
receiving an account of the termination of the court-martial,
that
Heywood’s charming sister Nessy wrote the following
lines:—
ANXIETY.
Doubting, dreading,
fretful guest,