[12] Previous to the writing of this letter, the following copy of verses shows how anxiously this young lady’s mind was engaged on the unhappy circumstances under which her brother was placed.
On the tedious and mournful Absence of a most beloved
BROTHER, who was
in the Bounty with Captain BLIGH at the Time
of the FATAL MUTINY,
which happened April 28th, 1789, in the South Seas,
and who, instead of
returning with the Boat when she left the Ship, stayed
behind.
Tell me, thou busy flatt’ring
Telltale, why—
Why flow these tears—why
heaves this deep-felt sigh,—
Why is all joy from
my sad bosom flown,
Why lost that cheerfulness
I thought my own;
Why seek I now in solitude
for ease.
Which once was centred
in a wish to please,
When ev’ry hour
in joy and gladness past,
And each new day shone
brighter than the last;
When in society I loved
to join;
When to enjoy, and give
delight, was mine?—
Now—sad reverse!
in sorrow wakes each day,
And griefs sad tones
inspire each plaintive lay:
Alas! too plain these
mournful tears can tell
The pangs of woe my
lab’ring bosom swell!
Thou best of brothers—friend,
companion, guide,
Joy of my youth, my
honour, and my pride!
Lost is all peace—all
happiness to me,
And fled all comfort,
since deprived of thee.
In vain, my Lycidas,
thy loss I mourn,
In vain indulge a hope
of thy return;
Still years roll on
and still I vainly sigh,
Still tears of anguish
drown each gushing eye.
Ah I cruel Time I how
slow thy ling’ring pace,
Which keeps me from
his tender, loved embrace.
At home to see him,
or to know him near,
How much I wish—and
yet how much I fear!
Oh I fatal voyage! which
robb’d my soul of peace
And wreck’d my
happiness in stormy seas!
Why, my loved Lycidas,
why did’st thou stay,
Why waste thy life from
friendship far away?
Though guiltless thou
of mutiny or blame,
And free from aught
which could disgrace thy name;
Though thy pure soul,
in honour’s footsteps train’d,
Was never yet by disobedience
stain’d;
Yet is thy fame exposed
to slander’s wound,
And fell suspicion whispering
around.
In vain—to
those who knew thy worth and truth,
Who watch’d each
op’ning virtue of thy youth;
When noblest principles
inform’d thy mind,
Where sense and sensibility
were join’d;
Love to inspire, to
charm, to win each heart,
And ev’ry tender
sentiment impart;
Thy outward form adorn’d
with ev’ry grace;
With beauty’s
softest charms thy heav’nly face,
Where sweet expression
beaming ever proved
The index of that soul,
by all beloved;
Thy wit so keen, thy
genius form’d to soar,