feels that with her fate the happiness of another
is indissolubly united; for, even if she rejects
the offer, the fact of its having been made, is a
bond of union from which neither party gets free—Sir
Stratford Manvers had proposed: had she
accepted him? did she love him? ay, did she love
him?—a question apparently easy to answer,
but to an ingenuous spirit which knows not how
to analyze its feelings, impossible. Sir
Stratford was young, handsome, clever—but
there was a certain something, a je ne scais quoi
about him, which marred the effect of all these
qualities. A look, a tome that jarred with
the rest of his behaviour, and suggested a thought
to the very persons who were enchanted with his
wit, and openness, and generosity—Is this
real? is he not an actor? a consummate actor,
if you will—but merely a great performer
assuming a part. By the side of the bright and
dashing Manvers, rose to the visionary eyes of
the beautiful girl the pale and thoughtful features
of Mr Lawleigh. She heard the music of his
voice, and saw the deep eyes fixed on her with the
same tender expression of interest and admiration as
she had noticed during his visit at the Castle.
She almost heard the sigh with which he turned
away, when she had appeared to listen with pleasure
to the sparkling conversation of Sir Stratford.
She had not accepted Sir Stratford, and she
did not love him. When a girl hesitates
between two men, or when the memory of one is
mixed up with the recollection of another, it
is certain that she loves neither. And strange
to say, now that her thoughts reverted to Mr
Lawleigh, she forgot Sir Stratford altogether.
She wondered that she had said so little to Mr
Lawleigh, and was sorry she had not been kinder—she
recalled every word and every glance—and
could not explain why she was pleased when she
recollected how sad he had looked when he had
taken leave one little week before. How differently
he had appeared the happy night of the county
assembly, and at the still happier masked ball
at the Duke of Rosley’s! Blind, foolish
girl, she thought, to have failed to observe these
things before, and now!——
“I have written to Lorrington, my dear Alice,” said the Countess, “as head of the family, and your eldest brother, it is a compliment we must pay him—but it is mere compliment, remember.”
“To write to William?” mamma.
“I presume you
know to what subject I allude,” continued the
Countess. “He
will give his consent of course.”
“Oh, mamma!” cried Alice, while tears sprang into her eyes, “I was in hopes you would have spared me this. Don’t write to William; or let me tell him—let me add in a postscript—let me”——
“You will do what
I wish you, I conclude—and I have told Sir
Stratford”——
“Oh, what? what have you told him?”
“That he is accepted.
I trust I shall hear no more on the
subject. The marriage
will take place in two months.”