“Mrs. Dyer is very trying,” she said to Esther who stayed after the others went; “but there is always one such woman on every board. I should not care except that she gives me a dreadful feeling that I am like her. I hope I’m not, but I know I am.”
“You’re not, Aunt Sarah!” replied Esther. “She can stick pins faster and deeper than a dozen such as you. What makes me unhappy is that her spitefulness goes so deep. Her dig at me about telling stories to the children seemed to cut me up by the roots. All I do is to tell them stories.”
“I hope she will never make herself useful in that way,” rejoined Mrs. Murray grimly. “She would frighten the poor little things into convulsions. Don’t let her worry you about usefulness. One of these days you will have to be useful whether you like it or not, and now you are doing enough if you are only ornamental. I know you will hold your tongue at the board meetings, and that is real usefulness.”
“Very well, aunt! I can do that. And I can go on cutting out dolls’ clothes for the children, though Mrs. Dyer will complain that my dolls are not sufficiently dressed. I wish I did not respect people for despising me.”
“If we did not, there would be no Mrs. Dyers,” answered her aunt. “She is a terrible woman. I feel always like a sort of dry lamp-wick when she has left me. Never mind! I have something else now to talk about. I want you to make yourself useful in a harder path.”
“Not another Charity Board, aunt,” said Esther rather piteously.
“Worse!” said Mrs. Murray. “A charity girl! Thirty years ago I had a dear friend who was also a friend of your poor mother’s. Her name was Catherine Cortright. She married a man named Brooke, and they went west, and they kept going further and further west until at length they reached Colorado, where she died, leaving one daughter, a child of ten years old. The father married again and had a new family. Very lately he has died, leaving the girl with her step-mother and half-sisters. She is unhappy there; they seem to have brought her up in a strict Presbyterian kind of way, and she does not like it. Mr. Murray is an executor under her father’s will, and when she comes of age in a few months, she will have a little independent property. She has asked me to look after her till then, and is coming on at once to make me a visit.”
“You are always doing something for somebody,” said Esther. “What do you expect her to be, and how long will she stay?”
“I don’t expect any thing, my dear, and my heart sinks whenever I think of her. My letters say she is amiable and pretty; but if she is a rattlesnake, I must take her in, and you must help to amuse her.”
“I will do all I can,” replied Esther. “Don’t be low about it. She can’t be as bad as Mrs. Dyer even if she is a rattlesnake. If she is pretty, and turns out well, we will make George marry her.”