The Voyage Out eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 517 pages of information about The Voyage Out.

The Voyage Out eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 517 pages of information about The Voyage Out.

Although they had known each other for three years Hirst had never yet heard the true story of Hewet’s loves.  In general conversation it was taken for granted that they were many, but in private the subject was allowed to lapse.  The fact that he had money enough to do no work, and that he had left Cambridge after two terms owing to a difference with the authorities, and had then travelled and drifted, made his life strange at many points where his friends’ lives were much of a piece.

“I don’t see your circles—­I don’t see them,” Hewet continued.  “I see a thing like a teetotum spinning in and out—­knocking into things—­dashing from side to side—­collecting numbers—­more and more and more, till the whole place is thick with them.  Round and round they go—­out there, over the rim—­out of sight.”

His fingers showed that the waltzing teetotums had spun over the edge of the counterpane and fallen off the bed into infinity.

“Could you contemplate three weeks alone in this hotel?” asked Hirst, after a moment’s pause.

Hewet proceeded to think.

“The truth of it is that one never is alone, and one never is in company,” he concluded.

“Meaning?” said Hirst.

“Meaning?  Oh, something about bubbles—­auras—­what d’you call ’em?  You can’t see my bubble; I can’t see yours; all we see of each other is a speck, like the wick in the middle of that flame.  The flame goes about with us everywhere; it’s not ourselves exactly, but what we feel; the world is short, or people mainly; all kinds of people.”

“A nice streaky bubble yours must be!” said Hirst.

“And supposing my bubble could run into some one else’s bubble—­”

“And they both burst?” put in Hirst.

“Then—­then—­then—­” pondered Hewet, as if to himself, “it would be an e-nor-mous world,” he said, stretching his arms to their full width, as though even so they could hardly clasp the billowy universe, for when he was with Hirst he always felt unusually sanguine and vague.

“I don’t think you altogether as foolish as I used to, Hewet,” said Hirst.  “You don’t know what you mean but you try to say it.”

“But aren’t you enjoying yourself here?” asked Hewet.

“On the whole—­yes,” said Hirst.  “I like observing people.  I like looking at things.  This country is amazingly beautiful.  Did you notice how the top of the mountain turned yellow to-night?  Really we must take our lunch and spend the day out.  You’re getting disgustingly fat.”  He pointed at the calf of Hewet’s bare leg.

“We’ll get up an expedition,” said Hewet energetically.  “We’ll ask the entire hotel.  We’ll hire donkeys and—­”

“Oh, Lord!” said Hirst, “do shut it!  I can see Miss Warrington and Miss Allan and Mrs. Elliot and the rest squatting on the stones and quacking, ‘How jolly!’”

“We’ll ask Venning and Perrott and Miss Murgatroyd—­every one we can lay hands on,” went on Hewet.  “What’s the name of the little old grasshopper with the eyeglasses?  Pepper?—­Pepper shall lead us.”

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