“The end of it is, you see, Hugh went back to his wife, poor fellow. It was his duty, as a married man. Lord, Rachel,” he concluded, “will it be like that when we’re married?”
Instead of answering him she asked,
“Why don’t people write about the things they do feel?”
“Ah, that’s the difficulty!” he sighed, tossing the book away.
“Well, then, what will it be like when we’re married? What are the things people do feel?”
She seemed doubtful.
“Sit on the floor and let me look at you,” he commanded. Resting her chin on his knee, she looked straight at him.
He examined her curiously.
“You’re not beautiful,” he began, “but I like your face. I like the way your hair grows down in a point, and your eyes too—they never see anything. Your mouth’s too big, and your cheeks would be better if they had more colour in them. But what I like about your face is that it makes one wonder what the devil you’re thinking about—it makes me want to do that—” He clenched his fist and shook it so near her that she started back, “because now you look as if you’d blow my brains out. There are moments,” he continued, “when, if we stood on a rock together, you’d throw me into the sea.”
Hypnotised by the force of his eyes in hers, she repeated, “If we stood on a rock together—”
To be flung into the sea, to be washed hither and thither, and driven about the roots of the world—the idea was incoherently delightful. She sprang up, and began moving about the room, bending and thrusting aside the chairs and tables as if she were indeed striking through the waters. He watched her with pleasure; she seemed to be cleaving a passage for herself, and dealing triumphantly with the obstacles which would hinder their passage through life.