were unmarried women. Marriage seemed to be worse
for them than it was for men. Leaving these general
pictures he considered the people whom he had been
observing lately at the hotel. He had often revolved
these questions in his mind, as he watched Susan and
Arthur, or Mr. and Mrs. Thornbury, or Mr. and Mrs.
Elliot. He had observed how the shy happiness
and surprise of the engaged couple had gradually been
replaced by a comfortable, tolerant state of mind,
as if they had already done with the adventure of
intimacy and were taking up their parts. Susan
used to pursue Arthur about with a sweater, because
he had one day let slip that a brother of his had
died of pneumonia. The sight amused him, but
was not pleasant if you substituted Terence and Rachel
for Arthur and Susan; and Arthur was far less eager
to get you in a corner and talk about flying and the
mechanics of aeroplanes. They would settle down.
He then looked at the couples who had been married
for several years. It was true that Mrs. Thornbury
had a husband, and that for the most part she was
wonderfully successful in bringing him into the conversation,
but one could not imagine what they said to each other
when they were alone. There was the same difficulty
with regard to the Elliots, except that they probably
bickered openly in private. They sometimes bickered
in public, though these disagreements were painfully
covered over by little insincerities on the part of
the wife, who was afraid of public opinion, because
she was much stupider than her husband, and had to
make efforts to keep hold of him. There could
be no doubt, he decided, that it would have been far
better for the world if these couples had separated.
Even the Ambroses, whom he admired and respected profoundly—in
spite of all the love between them, was not their
marriage too a compromise? She gave way to him;
she spoilt him; she arranged things for him; she who
was all truth to others was not true to her husband,
was not true to her friends if they came in conflict
with her husband. It was a strange and piteous
flaw in her nature. Perhaps Rachel had been right,
then, when she said that night in the garden, “We
bring out what’s worst in each other—we
should live separate.”
No Rachel had been utterly wrong! Every argument
seemed to be against undertaking the burden of marriage
until he came to Rachel’s argument, which was
manifestly absurd. From having been the pursued,
he turned and became the pursuer. Allowing the
case against marriage to lapse, he began to consider
the peculiarities of character which had led to her
saying that. Had she meant it? Surely one
ought to know the character of the person with whom
one might spend all one’s life; being a novelist,
let him try to discover what sort of person she was.
When he was with her he could not analyse her qualities,
because he seemed to know them instinctively, but
when he was away from her it sometimes seemed to him
that he did not know her at all. She was young,