It may have been in one of the nights following a day of such meditation of the great subject he had resumed, and some considerable instalment of the actual verse of the poem as we now have it may have been already on paper, or in Milton’s memory for repetition to himself, when he dreamt a memorable dream. The house is all still, the voices and the pattering feet of the children hushed in sleep, and Milton too asleep, but with his waking thoughts pursuing him into sleep and stirring the mimic fancy. Not this night, however, is it of Heaven, or Hell, or Chaos, or the Universe of Man with its luminaries, or any other of the objects of his poetic contemplation by day, that dreaming images come. Nor yet is it the recollection of any business, Piedmontese, Swedish, or French, last employing him officially, that now passes into his involuntary visions. His mind is wholly back on himself, his hard fate of blindness, and his again vacant and desolate household. But lo! as he dreams, that seems somehow all a mistake, and the household is not desolate. A radiant figure, clothed in white, approaches him and bends over him. He knows it to be his wife, whom he had thought dead, but who is not dead. Her face is veiled, and he cannot see that; but then he had never seen that, and it was not so he could distinguish her. It was by the radiant, saintlike, sweetness of her general presence. That is again beside him and bending over him, the same as ever; and it was certainly she! So for the few happy moments while the dream lasts; but he awakes, and the spell is broken. So dear has been that dream, however, that he will keep it as a sacred memory for himself in the last of all his Sonnets:—
“Methought I saw my
late espoused saint
Brought to me
like Alcestis from the grave,
Whom Jove’s
great son to her glad husband gave,
Rescued from Death
by force, though pale and faint.
Mine, as whom washed from
spot of child-bed taint
Purification in
the Old Law did save,
And such as yet
once more I trust to have
Full sight of
her in Heaven without restraint,
Came vested all in white,
pure as her mind.
Her face was veiled;
yet to my fancied sight
Love, sweetness,
goodness, in her person shined
So clear as in no face with
more delight.
But oh! as to
embrace me she inclined,
I waked, she fled,
and day brought back my night."[1]
[Footnote 1: We do not know the exact date of this Sonnet; but the internal evidence decidedly is that it was written not very long after the second wife’s death, and probably in 1658. The manuscript copy of it among the Milton MSS. at Cambridge is in the hand of a person who was certainly acting as amanuensis for Milton early in 1660 and afterwards.]
BOOK III.
SEPTEMBER 1660—MAY 1660.
HISTORY:—THE PROTECTORATE OF RICHARD CROMWELL, THE ANARCHY, MONK’S MARCH AND DICTATORSHIP, AND THE RESTORATION.