to Shimei, ‘Curse David.’ Glory
be to Thy name that hast chosen to preserve me,
exercised with so many griefs, that I may serve Thyself.
There is one great sin discernible in my soul, which
I confess before the whole world. I have never
served Thee in proportion to my strength; that little
talent of Thy grace which Thou hast deigned to grant
me I have not yet turned to full account—whether
because I have followed too much the pleasures of
mere study, or whether I have consumed too much
time and labour in refuting the invectives of the
evil-disposed, to whom, such has been Thy pleasure,
I have been constantly an object of attack.
Cover the past for me, regulate the future.
Cleared before men, before Thee I shall be cleared
never, unless Thy mercy shall be my succour.
I confess I have sinned against Thee, nor shall
I do so more. Thou seest how this paper on which
I write is now all wet with my tears: pardon me,
Redeemer mine, and grant that the vow I now take
to Thee I may sacredly perform. Let a thousand
dogs bark at me, a thousand bulls of Bashan rush
upon me, as many lions war against my soul, and threaten
me with destruction, I will reply no more, defended
enough if only I feel Thee propitious. I will
no more waste the time due to Thee, sacred to Thee,
in mere trifles, or lose it in beating off the importunity
of moths. Whatever extent of life it shall please
Thee to appoint me still, I vow, I dedicate, all
to Thee, all to Thy Church. So shall we be
revenged on our enemies. Convert us all, Thou
who only canst. Forgive us, forgive them also;
nor to us, nor to them, but to Thy name, be the
glory!”
Milton read this, but was not moved. On the 8th
of August, 1655, there was published his Rejoinder
to the original Fides Publica, with his notice
of the Supplementum appended. It is a
small volume of 204 pages, entitled Joannis Miltoni,
Angli, Pro Se Defensio contra Alexandrum
Morum, Ecclesiasten, Libelli famosi,
cui titulus ’Regii Sanguinis Clamor ad Caelum
adversus Parricidas Anglicanus’, authorem
recte dictum. Londini, Typis Newcomianis,
1655 ("The English, John Milton’s Defence for
Himself, in reply to Alexander Morus, Churchman, rightly
called the author of the notorious book entitled ’Cry
of the King’s Blood to Heaven against the English
Parricides,’ London, from Newcome’s Press,
1655"). This is perhaps the least known now of
all Milton’s writings. It has never been
translated, even in the wretched fashion in which
his Defensio Prima and Defensio Secunda
have been; and it is omitted altogether in some professed
editions of Milton’s whole works.[1]
[Footnote 1: The date of publication is from
the Thomason copy in the British Museum.]