No Name eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 995 pages of information about No Name.

No Name eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 995 pages of information about No Name.

Her fingers wandered mechanically among the brushes and combs, the tiny bottles and cases placed on the table.  She set them in order, now in one way, and now in another—­then on a sudden pushed them away from her in a heap.  For a minute or two her hands remained idle.  That interval passed, they grew restless again, and pulled the two little drawers backward and forward in their grooves.  Among the objects laid in one of them was a Prayer-book which had belonged to her at Combe-Raven, and which she had saved with her other relics of the past, when she and her sister had taken their farewell of home.  She opened the Prayer-book, after a long hesitation, at the Marriage Service, shut it again before she had read a line, and put it back hurriedly in one of the drawers.  After turning the key in the locks, she rose and walked to the window.  “The horrible sea!” she said, turning from it with a shudder of disgust—­“the lonely, dreary, horrible sea!”

She went back to the drawer, and took the Prayer-book out for the second time, half opened it again at the Marriage Service, and impatiently threw it back into the drawer.  This time, after turning the lock, she took the key away, walked with it in her hand to the open window, and threw it violently from her into the garden.  It fell on a bed thickly planted with flowers.  It was invisible; it was lost.  The sense of its loss seemed to relieve her.

“Something may happen on Friday; something may happen on Saturday; something may happen on Sunday.  Three days still!”

She closed the green shutters outside the window and drew the curtains to darken the room still more.  Her head felt heavy; her eyes were burning hot.  She threw herself on her bed, with a sullen impulse to sleep away the time.  The quiet of the house helped her; the darkness of the room helped her; the stupor of mind into which she had fallen had its effect on her senses; she dropped into a broken sleep.  Her restless hands moved incessantly, her head tossed from side to side of the pillow, but still she slept.  Ere long words fell by ones and twos from her lips; words whispered in her sleep, growing more and more continuous, more and more articulate, the longer the sleep lasted—­words which seemed to calm her restlessness and to hush her into deeper repose.  She smiled; she was in the happy land of dreams; Frank’s name escaped her.  “Do you love me, Frank?” she whispered.  “Oh, my darling, say it again! say it again!”

The time passed, the room grew darker; and still she slumbered and dreamed.  Toward sunset—­without any noise inside the house or out to account for it—­she started up on the bed, awake again in an instant.  The drowsy obscurity of the room struck her with terror.  She ran to the window, pushed open the shutters, and leaned far out into the evening air and the evening light.  Her eyes devoured the trivial sights on the beach; her ears drank in the welcome murmur of the sea.  Anything to deliver her from the waking impression which her dreams had left!  No more darkness, no more repose.  Sleep that came mercifully to others came treacherously to her.  Sleep had only closed her eyes on the future, to open them on the past.

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