Juana eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 61 pages of information about Juana.

Juana eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 61 pages of information about Juana.

She married Diard.  As for the quartermaster, though he had no grace in Juana’s eyes, we may well absolve him.  He loved her distractedly.  The Marana, so keen to know the signs of love, had recognized in that man the accents of passion and the brusque nature, the generous impulses, that are common to Southerners.  In the paroxysm of her anger and her distress she had thought such qualities enough for her daughter’s happiness.

The first days of this marriage were apparently happy; or, to express one of those latent facts, the miseries of which are buried by women in the depths of their souls, Juana would not cast down her husband’s joy,—­a double role, dreadful to play, but to which, sooner or later, all women unhappily married come.  This is a history impossible to recount in its full truth.  Juana, struggling hourly against her nature, a nature both Spanish and Italian, having dried up the source of her tears by dint of weeping, was a human type, destined to represent woman’s misery in its utmost expression, namely, sorrow undyingly active; the description of which would need such minute observations that to persons eager for dramatic emotions they would seem insipid.  This analysis, in which every wife would find some one of her own sufferings, would require a volume to express them all; a fruitless, hopeless volume by its very nature, the merit of which would consist in faintest tints and delicate shadings which critics would declare to be effeminate and diffuse.  Besides, what man could rightly approach, unless he bore another heart within his heart, those solemn and touching elegies which certain women carry with them to their tomb; melancholies, misunderstood even by those who cause them; sighs unheeded, devotions unrewarded,—­on earth at least,—­splendid silences misconstrued; vengeances withheld, disdained; generosities perpetually bestowed and wasted; pleasures longed for and denied; angelic charities secretly accomplished,—­in short, all the religions of womanhood and its inextinguishable love.

Juana knew that life; fate spared her nought.  She was wholly a wife, but a sorrowful and suffering wife; a wife incessantly wounded, yet forgiving always; a wife pure as a flawless diamond,—­she who had the beauty and the glow of the diamond, and in that beauty, that glow, a vengeance in her hand; for she was certainly not a woman to fear the dagger added to her “dot.”

At first, inspired by a real love, by one of those passions which for the time being change even odious characters and bring to light all that may be noble in a soul, Diard behaved like a man of honor.  He forced Montefiore to leave the regiment and even the army corps, so that his wife might never meet him during the time they remained in Spain.  Next, he petitioned for his own removal, and succeeded in entering the Imperial Guard.  He desired at any price to obtain a title, honors, and consideration in keeping with his present wealth.  With this idea in his mind, he behaved courageously in one of the most bloody battles in Germany, but, unfortunately, he was too severely wounded to remain in the service.  Threatened with the loss of a leg, he was forced to retire on a pension, without the title of baron, without those rewards he hoped to win, and would have won had he not been Diard.

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