I don’t think many at home had a more pleasant Christmas Day than we.  It was beautifully calm with the pack all round.  At 10 we had church with lots of Christmas hymns, and then decorated the ward-room with all our sledging flags.  These flags are carried by officers on Arctic expeditions, and are formed of the St. George’s Cross with a continuation ending in a swallow-tail in the heraldic colours to which the individual is entitled, and upon this is embroidered his crest.  The men forrard had their Christmas dinner of fresh mutton at mid-day; there was plenty of penguin for them, but curiously enough they did not think it good enough for a Christmas dinner.  The ward-room ate penguin in the evening, and after the toast of ‘absent friends’ we began to sing, and twice round the table everybody had to contribute a song.  Ponting’s banjo songs were a great success, also Oates’s ‘The Vly on the tu-urmuts.’  Meares sang “a little song about our Expedition, and many of the members that Southward would go,” of his own composition.  The general result was that the watches were all over the place that night.  At 4 A.M.  Day whispered in my ear that there was nothing to do, and Pennell promised to call me if there was—­so I remembered no more until past six.

And Crean’s rabbit gave birth to seventeen little ones, and it was said that Crean had already given away twenty-two.

We had stopped and banked fires against an immense composite floe on the evening of Christmas Eve.  How we watched the little changes in the ice and the wind, and scanned the horizon for those black patches which meant open water ahead.  But always there was that same white sky to the south of us.  And then one day there came the shadow of movement on the sea, the faintest crush on the brash ice, the whisper of great disturbances afar off.  It settled again:  our hopes were dashed to the ground.  Then came the wind.  It was so thick that we could not see far; but even in our restricted field changes were in progress.

“We commence to move between two floes, make 200 or 300 yards, and are then brought up bows on to a large lump.  This may mean a wait of anything from ten minutes to half-an-hour, whilst the ship swings round, falls away, and drifts to leeward.  When clear she forges ahead again and the operation is repeated.  Occasionally when she can get a little way on she cracks the obstacle and slowly passes through it.  There is a distinct swell—­very long, very low.  I counted the period as about nine seconds.  Every one says the ice is breaking up."[82]

On December 28 the gale abated.  The sky cleared, and showed signs of open water ahead.  It was cold in the wind but the sun was wonderful, and we lay out on deck and basked in its warmth, a cheerful, careless crowd.  After breakfast there was a consultation between Scott and Wilson in the crow’s nest.  It was decided to raise steam.

Meanwhile we sounded, and found a volcanic muddy bottom at 2035 fathoms.  The last sounding showed 1400 fathoms; we had passed over a bank.