“There is a very mournful air to-night—those going on and those turning back. Bill came in while I was cooking, to say good-bye. He told me he fully expected to come back with the next party: that he could see Scott was going to take on the strongest fellows, perhaps three seamen. It would be a great disappointment if Bill did not go on."[245]
We gave away any gear which we could spare to those going on, and I find the following in my diary:
“I have been trying to give away my spare gear where it may be most acceptable: finnesko to Birdie, pyjama trousers to Bill, and a bag of baccy for Bill to give Scott on Christmas Day, some baccy to Titus, jaeger socks and half my scarf to Crean, and a bit of handkerchief to Birdie. Very tired to-night.”
Scott wrote: “We are struggling on, considering all things against odds. The weather is a constant anxiety, otherwise arrangements are working exactly as planned.
“Here we are practically on the summit and up to date in the provision line. We ought to get through."[246]
FOOTNOTES:
[221] My own diary.
[222] My own diary.
[223] Bowers.
[224] Scott.
[225] Scott’s Last Expedition, vol. i. p. 497.
[226] Scott’s Last Expedition, vol. i. p. 499.
[227] Bowers.
[228] My own diary.
[229] Ibid.
[230] Bowers.
[231] Scott’s Last Expedition, vol. i. p. 506.
[232] My own diary.
[233] Ibid.
[234] Bowers.
[235] See p. 332.
[236] Bowers.
[237] Scott’s Last Expedition, vol. i. p. 509.
[238] Scott’s Last Expedition, vol. i. p. 510.
[239] My own diary.
[240] My own diary.
[241] Bowers.
[242] My own diary.
[243] Scott’s Last Expedition, vol. i. p. 511-512.
[244] Bowers.
[245] My own diary.
[246] Scott’s Last Expedition, vol. i. p. 513.
CHAPTER XI
THE POLAR JOURNEY (continued)