Temperamentally he was a weak man, and might very easily have been an irritable autocrat.  As it was he had moods and depressions which might last for weeks, and of these there is ample evidence in his diary.  The man with the nerves gets things done, but sometimes he has a terrible time in doing them.  He cried more easily than any man I have ever known.

What pulled Scott through was character, sheer good grain, which ran over and under and through his weaker self and clamped it together.  It would be stupid to say he had all the virtues:  he had, for instance, little sense of humour, and he was a bad judge of men.  But you have only to read one page of what he wrote towards the end to see something of his sense of justice.  For him justice was God.  Indeed I think you must read all those pages; and if you have read them once, you will probably read them again.  You will not need much imagination to see what manner of man he was.

And notwithstanding the immense fits of depression which attacked him, Scott was the strongest combination of a strong mind in a strong body that I have ever known.  And this because he was so weak!  Naturally so peevish, highly strung, irritable, depressed and moody.  Practically such a conquest of himself, such vitality, such push and determination, and withal in himself such personal and magnetic charm.  He was naturally an idle man, he has told us so;[134] he had been a poor man, and he had a horror of leaving those dependent upon him in difficulties.  You may read it over and over again in his last letters and messages.[135]

He will go down to history as the Englishman who conquered the South Pole and who died as fine a death as any man has had the honour to die.  His triumphs are many—­but the Pole was not by any means the greatest of them.  Surely the greatest was that by which he conquered his weaker self, and became the strong leader whom we went to follow and came to love.

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Scott had under him this first year in his Main Party a total of 15 officers and 9 men.  These officers may be divided into three executive officers and twelve scientific staff, but the distinction is very rough, inasmuch as a scientist such as Wilson was every bit as executive as anybody else, and the executive officers also did much scientific work.  I will try here briefly to give the reader some idea of the personality and activities of these men as they work any ordinary day in the hut.  It should be noticed that not all the men we had with us were brought to do sledging work.  Some were chosen rather for their scientific knowledge than for their physical or other fitness for sledging.  The regular sledgers in this party of officers were Scott, Wilson, Evans, Bowers, Oates (ponies), Meares (dogs), Atkinson (surgeon), Wright (physicist), Taylor (physiographer), Debenham (geologist), Gran and myself, while Day was to drive his motors as far as they would go on the Polar Journey.  This leaves Simpson, who was the meteorologist and whose observations had of necessity to be continuous; Nelson, whose observations into marine biology, temperatures of sea, salinity, currents and tides came under the same heading; and Ponting, whose job was photography, and whose success in this art everybody recognizes.