Kapilavastu’s king, Suddhodana,
His step grown feeble, snowy white his
hair,
By cares oppressed and sick with hope
deferred,
For eight long years had waited for his
son.
But sweet Yasodhara, in widow’s
weeds,
Her love by sorrow only purified
As fire refines the gold by dross debased,
Though tender memories bring unbidden
tears,
Wasted no time in morbid, selfish grief,
But sought in care for others her own
cure.
Both son and daughter to the aged king,
She aids with counsels, soothes with tender
care.
Father and mother to her little son,
She lavishes on him a double love.
And oft on mercy’s missions going
forth,
Shunning the pomp and show of royal state,
Leading Rahula, prattling by her side,
The people saw her pass with swelling
hearts,
As if an angel clothed in human form.
And now strange rumors reach the public
ear,
By home-bound pilgrims from Benares brought
And merchantmen from Rajagriha come,
That there a holy rishi had appeared
Whom all believed a very living Buddh,
While kings and peoples followed after
him.
These rumors reached the sweet Yasodhara,
And stirred these musings in her watchful
heart:
“Stately and tall they say this
rishi is,
Gentle to old and young, to rich and poor,
And filled with love for every living
thing.
But who so gentle, stately, tall and grand
As my Siddartha? Who so full of
love?
And he has found the light Siddartha sought!
It must be he—my own, my best
beloved!
And surely he will hither come, and bring
To his poor people, now in darkness sunk,
That living light he left his home to
seek.”
As the same sun that makes the cedars
grow
And sends their vital force through giant
oaks,
Clothes fields with green and decks the
wayside flower,
And crowns the autumn with its golden
fruits,
So that same love which swept through
Buddha’s soul
And drove him from his home to seek and
save,
Warmed into brighter glow each lesser
love
Of home and people, father, wife and child,[4]
And often through those long and troubled
years
He felt a burning longing to return.
And now, when summer rains had ceased
to fall,
And his disciples were again, sent forth,
Both love and duty with united voice
Bade him revisit his beloved home,
And Saraputra and Kasyapa joined
The master wending on his homeward way,
While light-winged rumor bore Yasodhara
This joyful news: “The holy
rishi comes.”
Without the southern gate a garden lay,
Lumbini called, by playing fountains cooled,
With shaded walks winding by banks of
flowers,
Whose mingled odors load each passing
breeze.
Thither Yasodhara was wont to go,
For there her lord and dearest love was
born,
And there they passed full many happy