Silent and thoughtful then they homeward
turned,
The prince deep musing on the old man’s
words;
“’The veil is lifted, and
I seem to see
A world of life and light and peace and
rest.’
O if that veil would only lift for me
The mystery of life would be explained.”
As they passed on through unfrequented
streets,
Seeking to shun the busy, thoughtless
throng,
Those other words like duty’s bugle-call
Still ringing in his ears: “Let
your light shine,
That men no longer grope in dark despair”—
The old sad thoughts, long checked by
passing joys,
Rolling and surging, swept his troubled
soul—
As pent-up waters, having burst their
dams,
Sweep down the valleys and o’erwhelm
the plains.
Just then an aged, angry voice cried out:
“O help! they’ve stolen my
jewels and my gold!”
And from a wretched hovel by the way
An old man came, hated and shunned by
all,
Whose life was spent in hoarding unused
gold,
Grinding the poor, devouring widows’
homes;
Ill fed, ill clad, from eagerness to save,
His sunken eyes glittering with rage and
greed.
And when the prince enquired what troubled
him:
“Trouble enough,” he said,
“my sons have fled
Because I would not waste in dainty fare
And rich apparel all my life has saved,
And taken all my jewels, all my gold.
Would that they both lay dead before my
face!
O precious jewels! O beloved gold!”
The prince, helpless to soothe, hopeless
to cure
This rust and canker of the soul, passed
on,
His heart with all-embracing pity filled.
“O deepening mystery of life!”
he cried,
“Why do such souls in human bodies
dwell—
Fitter for ravening wolves or greedy swine!
Just at death’s door cursing his
flesh and blood
For thievish greed inherited from him.
Is this old age, or swinish greed grown
old?
O how unlike that other life just fled!
His youth’s companions, wife and
children, dead,
Yet filled with love for all, by all beloved,
With his whole heart yearning for others’
good,
With his last breath bewailing others’
woes.”
“My best beloved,” said sweet
Yasodhara,
Her bright eyes filled with sympathetic
tears,
Her whole soul yearning for his inward
peace,
“Brood not too much on life’s
dark mystery—
Behind the darkest clouds the sun still
shines.”
“But,” said the prince, “the
many blindly grope
In sorrow, fear and ignorance profound,
While their proud teachers, with their
heads erect,
Stalk boldly on, blind leaders of the
blind.
Come care, come fasting, woe and pain
for me,
And even exile from my own sweet home,
All would I welcome could I give them
light.”
“But would you leave your home,
leave me, leave all,
And even leave our unborn pledge of love,
The living blending of our inmost souls,