Often in deepest sleep she seems to steal
Into that inmost chamber of my soul
Vacant for her, and nestle to my heart,
Breathing a peace my waking hours know not.
And when I wake, and turn to clasp my love
My sinking heart finds but her vacant place.
Since that sad day that stole her from my arms
I’ve seen a generation of sweet girls
Grow up to womanhood, but none like her!
Hut that bright vision that just flitted by
Seemed so like her it made me cringe and start.
O dear Asita, little worth is life,
With all its tears and partings, woes and pains,
If when its short and fitful fever ends
There is no after-life, where death and pain,
And sundered ties, and crushed and bleeding hearts,
And sad and last farewells are never known.”
Such was the old and such the new-born
love;
The new quick bursting into sudden flame,
Warming the soul to active consciousness
That man alone is but a severed part
Of one full, rounded, perfect, living
whole;
The old a steady but undying flame,
A living longing for the loved and lost;
But each a real hunger of the soul
For what gave paradise its highest bliss,
And what in this poor fallen world of
ours
Gives glimpses of its high and happy life.
O love! how beautiful! how pure! how sweet!
Life of the angels that surround God’s
throne!
But when corrupt, Pandora’s box
itself,
Whence spring all human ills and woes
and crimes,
The very fire that lights the flames of
hell.
The festival is past. The crowds
have gone,
The diligent to their accustomed round
Of works and days, works to each day assigned,
The thoughtless and the thriftless multitude
To meet their tasks haphazard as they
come,
But all the same old story to repeat
Of cares and sorrows sweetened by some
joys.
Three days the sweet Yasodhara remained,
For her long journey taking needful rest.
But when the rosy dawn next tinged the
east
And lit the mountain-tops and filled the
park
With a great burst of rich and varied
song,
The good old king bade the sweet girl
farewell,
Imprinting on her brow a loving kiss,
While welling up from tender memories
Big tear-drops trickled down his furrowed
cheeks.
And as her train, escorted by the prince
And noble youth, wound slowly down the
hill,
The rising sun with glory gilds the city
That like a diadem circled its brow,
While giant shadows stretch across the
plain;
And when they reach the plain they halt
for rest
Deep in a garden’s cooling shade,
where flowers
That fill the air with grateful fragrance
hang
By ripening fruits, and where all seems
at rest
Save two young hearts and tiny tireless
birds