This day his mission ceased to press the
prince,
And he forgot the sorrows of the world,
So deep and earnest seemed the general
joy.
Even those with grinning skeletons at
home
In secret closets locked from public view,
And care and sorrow rankling at their
hearts,
Joined in the general laugh and swelled
the shouts,
And seemed full happy though they only
seemed.
But through the games, while all was noisy
mirth,
He felt a new, strange feeling at his
heart,
And ever and anon he stole a glance
At beauty’s rose-embowered hiding-place,
To catch a glimpse of those two laughing
eyes,
So penetrating yet so soft and mild.
And at the royal banquet spread for all
It chanced Yasodhara sat next the prince—
An accident by older heads designed—
And the few words that such constraint
allowed
Were music to his ears and touched his
heart;
And when her eyes met his her rosy blush
Told what her maiden modesty would hide.
And at the dance, when her soft hands
touched his
The music seemed to quicken, time to speed;
But when she bowed and passed to other
hands,
Winding the mystic measure of the dance,[3]
The music seemed to slacken, time to halt,
Or drag his limping moments lingering
on.
At length, after the dance, the beauties
passed
Before the prince, and each received her
prize.
So rich and rare that each thought hers
the first,
A treasure to be kept and shown with pride,
And handed down to children yet unborn.
But when Yasodhara before him stood,
The prizes all were gone; but from his
neck
He took a golden chain thick set with
gems,
And clasped it round her slender waist,
and said:
“Take this, and keep it for the
giver’s sake.”
And from the prince they passed before
the king.
The proud and stately he would greet with
grace,
The timid cheer with kind and gracious
words.
But when Yasodhara bowed low and passed,
He started, and his color went and came
As if oppressed with sudden inward pain.
Asita, oldest of his counselors,
Sprang to his side and asked: “What
ails the king?”
“Nothing, my friend, nothing,”
the king replied,
“But the sharp probing of an ancient
wound.
You know how my sweet queen was loved
of all—
But how her life was woven into mine,
Filling my inmost soul, none e’er
can know.
My bitter anguish words can never tell,
As that sweet life was gently breathed
away.
Time only strengthens this enduring love,
And she seems nearer me as I grow old.
Often in stillest night’s most silent
hour,
When the sly nibbling of a timid mouse
In the deep stillness sounds almost as
loud
As builders’ hammers in the busy
day,
My Maya as in life stands by my side.
A halo round her head, as she would say: