JEAN. That’s true enough. And that is just why I am looking for a backer to advance the needful cash.
JULIA. Where could you get one all of a sudden?
JEAN. It’s for you to find him if you want to become my partner.
JULIA. I cannot do it, and I have nothing myself. [Pause.]
JEAN. Well, then that’s off—
JULIA. And—–
JEAN. Everything remains as before.
JULIA. Do you think I am going to stay under this roof as your concubine? Do you think I’ll let the people point their fingers at me? Do you think I can look my father in the face after this? No, take me away from here, from all this humiliation and disgrace!— Oh, what have I done? My God, my God! [Breaks into tears.]
JEAN. So we have got around to that tune now!—What
you have done?
Nothing but what many others have done before you.
JULIA. [Crying hysterically] And now you’re despising me!—I’m falling, I’m falling!
JEAN. Fall down to me, and I’ll lift you up again afterwards.
JULIA. What horrible power drew me to you? Was it the attraction which the strong exercises on the weak—the one who is rising on one who is falling? Or was it love? This love! Do you know what love is?
JEAN. I? Well, I should say so! Don’t you think I have been there before?
JULIA. Oh, the language you use, and the thoughts you think!
JEAN. Well, that’s the way I was brought up, and that’s the way I am. Don’t get nerves now and play the exquisite, for now one of us is just as good as the other. Look here, my girl, let me treat you to a glass of something superfine. [He opens the table-drawer, takes out the wine bottle and fills up two glasses that have already been used.]
JULIA. Where did you get that wine?
JEAN. In the cellar.
JULIA. My father’s Burgundy!
JEAN. Well, isn’t it good enough for the son-in-law?
JULIA. And I am drinking beer—I!
JEAN. It shows merely that I have better taste than you.
JULIA. Thief!
JEAN. Do you mean to tell on me?
JULIA. Oh, oh! The accomplice of a house thief! Have I been drunk, or have I been dreaming all this night? Midsummer Eve! The feast of innocent games—–
JEAN. Innocent—hm!
JULIA. [Walking back and forth] Can there be another human being on earth so unhappy as I am at this moment’
JEAN. But why should you be? After such
a conquest? Think of
Christine in there. Don’t you think she
has feelings also?
JULIA. I thought so a while ago, but I don’t
think so any longer.
No, a menial is a menial—
JEAN. And a whore a whore!
JULIA. [On her knees, with folded hands] O God in heaven, make an end of this wretched life! Take me out of the filth into which I am sinking! Save me! Save me!