I tore up the letter just there, and the wind, which was howling that day, caught the pieces and took them over into North Dakota; so I don’t know what else Edith may have had to tell me. I’d read enough to put me in a mighty nasty temper at any rate, so I suppose its purpose was accomplished. Edith is like all the rest: If she can say anything to make a man uncomfortable she’ll do it, every time.
This day, I remember, I went mooning along, thinking hard things about the world in general, and my little corner of it in particular. The country was beginning to irritate me, and I knew that if something didn’t break loose pretty soon I’d be off somewhere. Riding over to little buttes, and not meeting a soul on the way or seeing anything but a bare rock when you get there, grows monotonous in time, and rather gets on the nerves of a fellow.
When I came close up to the butte, however, I saw a flutter of skirts on the pinnacle, and it made a difference in my gait; I went up all out of breath, scrambling as if my life hung on a few seconds, and calling myself a different kind of fool for every step I took. I kept assuring myself, over and over, that it was only Edith, and that there was no need to get excited about it. But all the while I knew, down deep down in the thumping chest of me, that it wasn’t Edith. Edith couldn’t make all that disturbance in my circulatory system, not in a thousand years.
She was sitting on the same rock, and she was dressed in the same adorable riding outfit with a blue wisp of veil wound somehow on her gray felt hat, and the same blue roan was dozing, with dragging bridle-reins, a few rods down the other side of the peak. She was sketching so industriously that she never heard me coming until I stood right at her elbow.
It might have been the first time over again, except that my mental attitude toward her had changed a lot.
“That’s better; I can see now what you’re trying to draw,” I said, looking down over her shoulder—not at the sketch; it might have been a sea view, for all I knew—but at the pink curve of her cheek, which was growing pinker while I looked.
She did not glance up, or even start; so she must have known, all along, that I was headed her way. She went on making a lot of marks that didn’t seem to fit anywhere, and that seemed to me a bit wobbly and uncertain. I caught just the least hint of a smile twitching the corner of her mouth—I wanted awfully to kiss it!
“Yes? I believe I have at last got everything—King’s Highway—in the proper perspective and the proper proportion,” she said, stumbling a bit over the alliteration—and no wonder. It was a sentence to stampede cattle; but I didn’t stampede. I wanted, more than ever, to kiss—but I won’t be like Barney, if I can help it.
“It’s too far off—too unattainable,” I criticized—meaning something more than her sketch of the pass. “And it’s too narrow. If a fellow rode in there he would have to go straight on through; there wouldn’t be a chance to turn back.”