For a time she has passed on earth through the realms of pain; and now, stabbed to her death, she looks back on the passage, and on all who have been kind and unkind to her—on the whole of the falsehood and villany. And the royal love in her nature is the master of the moment. She makes excuses for Violante’s lie. “She meant well, and she did, as I feel now, little harm.” “I am right now, quite happy; dying has purified me of the evil which touched me, and I colour ugly things with my own peace and joy. Every one that leaves life sees all things softened and bettered.” As to her husband, she finds that she has little to forgive him at the last. Step by step she goes over all he did, and even finds excuses for him, and, at the end, this is how she speaks, a noble utterance of serene love, lofty intelligence, of spiritual power and of the forgiveness of eternity.
For that most woeful man my
husband once,
Who, needing respite, still
draws vital breath,
I—pardon him?
So far as lies in me,
I give him for his good the
life he takes,
Praying the world will therefore
acquiesce.
Let him make God amends,—none,
none to me
Who thank him rather that,
whereas strange fate
Mockingly styled him husband
and me wife,
Himself this way at least
pronounced divorce,
Blotted the marriage bond:
this blood of mine
Flies forth exultingly at
any door,
Washes the parchment white,
and thanks the blow
We shall not meet in this
world nor the next,
But where will God be absent?
In His face
Is light, but in His shadow
healing too:
Let Guido touch the shadow
and be healed!
And as my presence was importunate,—
My earthly good, temptation
and a snare,—
Nothing about me but drew
somehow down
His hate upon me,—somewhat
so excused
Therefore, since hate was
thus the truth of him,—
May my evanishment for evermore
Help further to relieve the
heart that cast
Such object of its natural
loathing forth!
So he was made; he nowise
made himself:
I could not love him, but
his mother did.
His soul has never lain beside
my soul:
But for the unresisting body,—thanks!
He burned that garment spotted
by the flesh.
Whatever he touched is rightly
ruined: plague
It caught, and disinfection
it had craved
Still but for Guido; I am
saved through him
So as by fire; to him—thanks
and farewell!