This was a subject to please Browning; meat such as his soul loved: a nice, involved, Daedalian, labyrinthine sort of thing, a mixture of real sentiment and self-deceit; and he surrounded it with his pity for its human weakness.
“I could have painted any picture that I pleased,” cries this painter; “represented on the face any passion, any virtue.” If he could he would have done it, or tried it. Genius cannot hold itself in.
“I have dreamed of sending forth some picture which should enchant the world (and he alludes to Cimabue’s picture)—
“Bound for some great
state,
Or glad aspiring little burgh,
it went—
Flowers cast upon the car
which bore the freight,
Through old streets named
afresh from the event.
“That would have been, had I willed it. But mixed with the praisers there would have been cold, critical faces; judges who would press on me and mock. And I—I could not bear it.” Alas! had he had genius, no fear would have stayed his hand, no judgment of the world delayed his work. What stays a river breaking from its fountain-head?
So he sank back, saying the world was not worthy of his labours. “What? Expose my noble work (things he had conceived but not done) to the prate and pettiness of the common buyers who hang it on their walls! No, I will rather paint the same monotonous round of Virgin, Child, and Saints in the quiet church, in the sanctuary’s gloom. No merchant then will traffic in my heart. My pictures will moulder and die. Let them die. I have not vulgarised myself or them.” Brilliant and nobly wrought as the first three poems are of which I have written, this quiet little piece needed and received a finer workmanship, and was more difficult than they.