as the biologist regards his rabbit, which appears
to be the gist of your criticism, I can at least cheerfully
take my own turn on the operating table as occasion
requires. There is, of course, a great deal that
I might say in reply, but I do not understand that
either of us desires a debate. I will simply
assert that your fundamental conception of life, while
novel and piquant, will not hold water for a moment.
Your conception is, if I state it fairly, that a man’s
life, to be useful, to be a life of service, must
be given immediately to his fellows. He must
do visible and tangible things with other men.
I think a little reflection will convince you that,
on the contrary, much or most of the best work of
the world has been done by men whose personal lives
were not unlike my own. There was Palissy, to
take a familiar minor instance. Of course his
neighbors saw in him only a madman whose cosmos was
all Ego. Yet people are grateful to Palissy to-day,
and think little of the suffering of his wife and
children. Newton was no genial leader of the
people. Bacon could not even be loyal to his friends.
The living world around Socrates put him to death.
The world’s great wise men, inventors, scientists,
philosophers, prophets, have not usually spent their
days rubbing elbows with the bricklayer. Yet
these men have served their race better than all the
good-fellows that ever lived. To each his gifts.
If I succeed in reducing the principle of human evolution
to its eternal law, I need not fear the judgment of
posterity upon my life. I shall, in fact, have
performed the highest service to humankind that a finite
mind can hope to compass. Nevertheless, I am
impressed by much that you say. I daresay a good
deal of it is valuable. All of it I engage to
analyze and consider dispassionately at my leisure.
Meantime, I thank you for your interest in the matter.
Good-evening.”
“Mr. Queed.”
Sharlee rose hurriedly, since hurry was so evidently
necessary. She felt profoundly stirred, she hardly
knew why; all her airs of a haughty princess were
fled; and she intercepted him with no remnant of her
pretense that she was putting a shabby inferior in
his place.
“I want to tell you,” she said, somewhat
nervously, “that I—I—admire
very much the way you’ve taken this. No
ordinary man would have listened with such—”
“I never pretended to be an ordinary man.”
He moved, but she stood unmoving in front of him,
the pretty portrait of a lady in blue, and the eyes
that she fastened upon him reminded him vaguely of
Fifi’s.
“Perhaps I—should tell you,”
said Sharlee, “just why I—”
“Now don’t,” he said, smiling faintly
at her with his old air of a grandfather—“don’t
spoil it all by saying that you didn’t mean it.”
Under his smile she colored a little, and, despite
herself, looked confused. He took advantage of
her embarrassment to pass her with another bow and
go out, leaving her struggling desperately with the
feeling that he had got the best of her after all.