but here, as at Oxford, it was found that he was an
unscrupulous opponent. And those old rumours followed
him that he took strange drugs. He was supposed
to have odious vices, and people whispered to one
another of scandals that had been with difficulty suppressed.
No one quite understood on what terms he was with
his wife, and it was vaguely asserted that he was
at times brutally cruel to her. Susie’s
heart sank when she heard this; but on the few occasions
upon which she caught sight of Margaret, she seemed
in the highest spirits. One story inexpressibly
shocked her. After lunching at some restaurant,
Haddo gave a bad louis among the money with which
he paid the bill, and there was a disgraceful altercation
with the waiter. He refused to change the coin
till a policeman was brought in. His guests were
furious, and several took the first opportunity to
cut him dead. One of those present narrated the
scene to Susie, and she was told that Margaret laughed
unconcernedly with her neighbour while the sordid
quarrel was proceeding. The man’s blood
was as good as his fortune was substantial, but it
seemed to please him to behave like an adventurer.
The incident was soon common property, and gradually
the Haddos found themselves cold-shouldered. The
persons with whom they mostly consorted had reputations
too delicate to stand the glare of publicity which
shone upon all who were connected with him, and the
suggestion of police had thrown a shudder down many
a spine. What had happened in Rome happened here
again: they suddenly disappeared.
Susie had not been in London for some time, and as
the spring advanced she remembered that her friends
would be glad to see her. It would be charming
to spend a few weeks there with an adequate income;
for its pleasures had hitherto been closed to her,
and she looked forward to her visit as if it were
to a foreign city. But though she would not confess
it to herself, her desire to see Arthur was the strongest
of her motives. Time and absence had deadened
a little the intensity of her feelings, and she could
afford to acknowledge that she regarded him with very
great affection. She knew that he would never
care for her, but she was content to be his friend.
She could think of him without pain.
Susie stayed in Paris for three weeks to buy some
of the clothes which she asserted were now her only
pleasure in life, and then went to London.
She wrote to Arthur, and he invited her at once to
lunch with him at a restaurant. She was vexed,
for she felt they could have spoken more freely in
his own house; but as soon as she saw him, she realized
that he had chosen their meeting-place deliberately.
The crowd of people that surrounded them, the gaiety,
the playing of the band, prevented any intimacy of
conversation. They were forced to talk of commonplaces.
Susie was positively terrified at the change that had
taken place in him. He looked ten years older;
he had lost flesh, and his hair was sprinkled with