devouring his body, till the sweat was upon his face
and his strained hands and trembling fingers were
cold like ice, and his knees fluttered as the knees
of palsied age, and his teeth clicked, row against
row, and his hairs stirred, and his head, under its
thatch, tingled and burned and throbbed. Every
faculty, too, seemed to stand straight up like a sentinel
at its post, staring into dust clouds through which
rode an approaching enemy. Eyes watched, ears
listened, brain was hideously alert. The whole
body kept itself tense, stiff, wary. For Valentine
had a secret conviction at this moment that he was
about to be attacked. By what? He was hardly
master of himself enough to wonder. His thoughts
no longer ran free. They crept like paralyzed
things about his mind, and that despite the unnatural
vitality of his brain. It was as if he thought
intensely, violently, and yet could not think at all,
as a man terrified may stare with wide open eyes and
yet perceive nothing, lacking for a moment the faculty
of perceiving. So Valentine waited, like some
blind man with glaring eyeballs. And then, passing
into another stage of sensation, he found himself
vehemently and rapidly discussing possibilities of
terror, forming mental pictures of all the things,
of all the powers, that we cannot see. He embodied,
materialized, the wind, the voice of the sea, the
angry, hot scent of certain flowers, of the white lily,
the tuberose, the hyacinth. He created figures
for light, for darkness, for a wail, for a laugh,
and set them in array all around him in the blackness.
But none of these imagined figures could cause the
horror which he felt. He drove away the whole
pack of them with a silent cry, a motionless dismissing
wave of his hands. But there might be other beings
round us, condemned to eternal invisibility lest the
sight of them should drive men mad. We cannot
see them, he thought. As a rule, we have no sensation
of these gaunt neighbours, no suspicion of their approach,
of their companionship. We do not hear their
footsteps. We are utterly unconscious of them.
Yet may there not be physical or mental paroxysms,
during which we become conscious of them, during which
we know, beyond all power of doubt, that they are
near us, with us? And, in such paroxysms, is it
not possible for them to break through the intangible
and yet all-powerful barriers that divide them from
us, and to touch us, caress us, attack us? Valentine
believed that he was immersed in such a paroxysm, and
that the barriers were in process of being broken
down. He seemed actually to hear the faint cry
of an approaching being, the dim uproar of its violent
efforts to obtain its sinister will, and gain the
power to make itself known to him by some ghastly
and malignant deed. He was unutterably afraid.
“The hand again!” Julian suddenly cried. “Valentine, is it yours? Why don’t you answer? I say, is it yours?”
“No,” Valentine forced himself, with difficulty, to reply.