at a waterwheel, the soprano ballad of a warbling
hotel English lady, and the remote and throbbing roar
of a savage Soudanese hymn and beaten drums from the
golden Eastern night? There you have nature,
toil, shrill civilization and war claiming you with
one effort in a sad and sweet country. Or have
you, in a bright and dewy morning, heard the “murmur
of folk at their prayers,” the drone of a church
organ, and, beyond the hedgerow, two graceless lovers
quarrelling, and an atheist, leaning over the church
gate, sneering to his fellow at the devotion of deluded
Sabbath-keepers? There you have love of the hidden
and faith, love of the visible and distrust, hatred
of hidden love and faithlessness, making a symphony
for you. Such mingled music is strange—strange
as life. But to the doctor the music of this girl,
Cuckoo, in the dark seemed stranger and more eerie
far. Her mind sang to him of a thousand things
in a moment, as is the fashion of women. Only
men normally hear but one, at most two or three, of
the many feminine melodies. And now Doctor Levillier
heard them all, as a man may hear those differing
songs already recounted, simultaneously and clearly.
Degradation and the hopelessness that catches it by
the hand, passion and the strength and purity of passion,
hatred, fear, physical fatigue, ignorant nervousness,
grossness of the gutter, which will cling even to
a soul capable of great devotion and noble effort,
and accompany it on the upward journey, very far and
very high, resolve and shrinking, mere street-boy
virulence of enmity, and mere angel tenderness of pity—all
these sang their song from the mind and heart of Cuckoo
to the mind and heart of the doctor. It was a
chorus of women in one woman, as it so often is in
the dearest women we know. In that choir a harlot
sat, hating, by a girl who was all love and reverence.
And they sang out of the same hymn-book. Jenny
joined her voice with Susannah, Mary Magdalene with
Mary Mother, so near together in one thing, so far
apart in another—alike in this, that both
were singing. And in that choir—celestial
and infernal—sang the jealous woman with
grey cheeks and haggard eyes, and the timorous woman,
and she of the fearless face, and the woman who could
scale the stars for the creature she worshipped, and
the woman who could lie down in the mud and let the
world see her there, and the woman who had sold her
soul for food, and a thin woman, such a thin, almost
transparent, wistful creature, who was facing the
thing men call with bated breath—starvation.
She sang too, but, of all these women, she was the
only one the doctor could not rightly hear nor rightly
see. For she, as yet, was remote, far down the
level line of that choir, hardly perhaps one with
it yet, faint of voice, dim of outline.
The doctor heard the choir sing, and then—