to touch the stars. The stars went out and she
had not touched them. The morning dawned very
chilly, very dark, the morning that brought Mrs. Brigg
to her room yellow and complaining. Still, Cuckoo
was conscious of a high, beating courage that made
summer in that winter day. She astonished the
old keeper of that weary house by the vivacity of her
manner, the brightness of her look. For Mrs. Brigg
was well accustomed to sad morning moods, to petulant
lassitude, and dull grimness of unpainted and unpowdered
fatigue, but had long been a stranger to early moods
of hope or of gaiety. Mornings in houses such
as hers are recurring tragedies, desolating pulses
of Time, shaking human hearts with each beat nearer
and nearer to the ultimatum of sorrow. She knew
not what to make of this new morning mood of Cuckoo,
and wagged a heavily pensive head over it, unresponsive
and muttering. Jessie, too, was astonished, but
more pleasantly. The little dog, dwelling ignorantly
in the midst of degradation, had learned quickly the
swing of its beloved mistress’s moods.
In the dim morning it was ever the comforter of misery
it could not rightly understand, not the playfellow
of happiness that stirred it to leaps and barks of
wonder and excitement. In the mornings Cuckoo
held it long against her thin bosom, sometimes crushed
it nearly breathless, pushing its little head down
in the nest of her arms and telling it a tale of the
world’s woe that sent long and thin whimpers
twittering through its body. The fluttering whisper
of morning misery, or the silence of vacant fatigue,
these were accustomed things to Jessie. Even
if she did not thoroughly understand them, she was
ready for them, and eagerly responsive, as dogs are,
to emotions along whose verges they tread with the
soft feet of sympathy, the sweeter for the ignorance
that paints their generosity in such tender colours.
But Jessie was bouleversée by this passionate,
eager Cuckoo; this shadow on fire, who was alive almost
ere London was alive, instead of half dead until half
London slept. The shadow on fire snatched her
out of her sleep, tossed her in air, spoke to her
with a voice that thrilled her to quick barking excitement,
played with her till the little dog’s flux of
emotions threatened to consummate in a canine apoplexy,
and Mrs. Brigg battered at the door with a shrill,
“Keep that beast quiet, can’t yer?”
All this was Cuckoo fighting; battle in the bedclothes,
battle with soap and water, curling-pins, corset,
shoes. Each little act was performed with an energy
it did not demand. The sponge was squeezed dry
like a live thing being strangled; the toothbrush
played as Maxim guns on an enemy; buttons went into
button-holes with a manner of ramrods going into muskets;
hooks met eyes as one army meets another. Battle
in all that morning’s common tasks, setting
them high, dressing them with chivalry and strong
endeavour. Cuckoo went into her sitting-room swiftly,
with glowing cheeks and flaming eyes, as one ardently