Flames eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 650 pages of information about Flames.

Flames eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 650 pages of information about Flames.

“I’m awfully tired to-night,” she said.  “Please do go!  I’m home because I’m tired.”

“The walk from Harley Street was too much for you.  You shouldn’t make such exertions.”

For the first time a sinister note rang in his voice.

“I shall go where I like,” Cuckoo answered, and this time with some real sturdiness of manner.  “It ain’t nothin’ to you where I go, nor what I do.”

“How can you tell that?”

She laid her chin in the upturned palms of her two hands, planting her elbows on her knees.

“How can it be?” she said.  “I’m nothin’ to you, nor I ain’t going to be either.”

“That’s what you say.”

“And it’s God’s truth too!” she cried again with violence, as the sense of Valentine’s inflexible power grew in her.

“I’m going to smoke if you will allow me,” Valentine said.

Slowly he drew out and lit a cigarette, Cuckoo neither refusing nor permitting it.  With protruding lips he threw the light smoke round him.  Then speaking through it he said: 

“Tell me why you go to Harley Street.”

“I ain’t goin’ to talk to you.”

“Tell me why.  It lies out of your beat; it’s a respectable thoroughfare.”

The words were said to sting.  Cuckoo let them go by.  She had been stung too often, and repetition of cruelty sometimes kills what it repeats.  She set her lips to silence, with a look of obstinacy not impressive, but merely mulish and childish.

“Well?” Valentine said.

She made no answer.  He did not seem angry, but continued: 

“You find few fish for your net there, I imagine.  But perhaps you don’t go for fish.  What was the name you read upon the door while I watched you?”

This time Cuckoo, changing her mind, as she often did, with all the swiftness of a crude nature, answered him: 

“You know well enough!”

“It was Dr. Levillier, wasn’t it?”

She nodded her head silently.

“Why do you go to his door?  What do you want with him?”

Cuckoo’s quick woman’s instinct detected a suspicion of something that was like anxiety in his voice as he said the words.  In an instant the warm impulse that, in her silent meditation, had led her to buckle on her armour and to think, with a certain courage, that she was to fight one day, stirred and glowed and leaped up, an impulse greater than herself.  The fear that had fallen upon her was lessened, for she felt that this man, too, might, nay did, know fear.

“What’s that to you?”

She turned upon him boldly with the question, and he knew her for the first time as an antagonist, who might actively attack as well as passively hate.  He leaned forward, and looked into her eyes searchingly, with a sort of rapture, of anxiety, too.  It recalled something to Cuckoo.  She tried to remember what, but for a moment could not.  Then, as if reassured, he resigned his eager and nervous posture of inquiry.  That second movement brought the light that Cuckoo’s puzzled mind sought.  It was Julian who had looked first into her eyes with that strange watchfulness.  These men echoed one another in that glance which she could not understand.  What they sought in her eyes she could not tell.  If it were the same thing it could not be love.  And it seemed to be a thing that they feared to find.

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