through the touch of the fingers, called to the soul
of music that slept in the piano, stirred it from
sleep, carried it through strange and flashing scenes,
taught it to strive and to agonize, then hushed it
again to sleep and peace. And as Julian looked
from the picture to the player, who seemed drawing
inspiration from it, he often mutely compared the
imagined beauty of the soul of the Christ with the
known beauty of the soul of his friend. And the
two lovelinesses seemed to meet, and to mingle as
easily as two streams one with the other. Yet
the beauty of the Christ soul sprang from a strange
parentage, was a sublime inheritance, had been tried
in the fiercest fires of pity and of pain. The
beauty of Valentine’s soul seemed curiously innate,
and mingled with a dazzling snow of almost inhuman
purity. His was not a great soul that had striven
successfully, and must always strive. His was
a soul that easily triumphed, that was almost coldly
perfect without effort, that had surely never longed
even for a moment to fall, had never desired and refused
the shadowy pleasures of passion. The wonderful
purity of his friend’s face continually struck
Julian anew. It suggested to him the ivory peak
of an Alp, the luminous pallor of a pearl. What
other young man in London looked like that? Valentine
was indeed an unique figure in the modern London world.
Had he strayed into it from the fragrant pages of
a missal, or condescended to it from the beatific
vistas of some far-off Paradise? Julian had often
wondered, as he looked into the clear, calm eyes of
the friend who had been for so long the vigilant,
yet unconscious guardian of his soul.
To-night, as Valentine sat looking at the Christ,
a curious wonder at himself came into his mind.
He was musing on the confession of Julian, so long
withheld, so shyly made at last. This confession
caused him, for the first time, to look self-consciously
upon himself, to stand away from his nature, as the
artist stands away from the picture he is painting,
and to examine it with a sideways head, with a peering,
contracted gaze. This thing that protected a
soul from sin—what was it like? What
was it? He could not easily surmise. He
had a clear vision of the Christ soul, of the exquisite
essence of a divine individuality that prompted life
to spring out of death for one perfect moment that
it might miraculously reward a great human act of
humanity. Yes, that soul floated before him almost
visibly. He could call it up before his mind as
a man can call up the vision of a supremely beautiful
rose he has admired. And there was a scent from
the Christ soul as ineffably delicious as the scent
of the rose. But when Valentine tried to see
his own soul, he could not see it. He could not
comprehend how its aspect affected others, even quite
how it affected Julian. Only he could comprehend,
as he looked at the Christ, its imperfection, and
a longing, not felt before, came to him to be better
than he was. This new aspiration was given to