“If thou wouldst heal thee of thy
wound,”
Her voice to heavenly harps attuned
Bespake me, “Let the sovran tide
Within this glass thy future guide.”
Therewith she gave into my hands
No hour-glass running golden sands,
Only a horologe forlorn
Set against a cross of thorn,
And cold and stern the current seemed
That through its clouded crystal gleamed.
“Immortal one,” I cried, “make
plain
This cure of my consuming pain.
Open my eyes to understand,
And sift the secrets of this sand,
And measure by its joyless grains
What yet of life to me remains.”
“The sand,” she said, “that
glimmers grey
Within this glass, but yesterday
Was dust at Dives’ bolted door
Shaken by God’s suffering poor;
Then by blasts of heaven upblown
Before the Judge upon His throne
To swell the ever-gathering cloud
Of witnesses against the proud—
The dust of throats that knew no slaking,
The dust of brows for ever aching—
Dust unto dust with life’s last
breath
Sighed into the urn of Death.”
With tears I took that cross of thorn,
With tears that horologe forlorn.
And all my moments by its dust
I measure now with prayerful trust,
And though my courage oft turns weak,
Fresh comfort from that cross I seek;
In wistful hope I yet may wake
To find the thorn in blossom break,
And from life’s shivered glass behold
My being’s sands ebb forth in gold.
THE MOURNER
When tears, when heavy tears of sharpest
sorrow
Bathe the lone pillow of the
mourner’s bed,
Whose grief breaks fresh with every breaking
morrow
For his beloved one dead,
If all be not in vain, his passionate
prayer
Shall like a vapour mount
the inviolate blue,
To fall transfigured back on his despair
In drops of Heavenly dew;
Nor fail him ever but a cloud unceasing
Of incense from his soul’s
hushed altar start,
And still return to rise with rich increasing,
A well-spring from his heart;
Pure fount of peace that freshly overflowing
Through other lives shall
still run radiant on,
Till they, too, reap in joy who wept in
sowing,
Long after he is gone.
DE PROFUNDIS
Out of the darkness I call;
I stretch forth my hands unto
Thee.
Loose these fetters that foully enthral;
To their lock Thou alone hast
the key.
Low at Thy footstool I fall,
Forgive and Thy servant is
free!
Folly took hold of my time,
On pleasure I perched, to
my woe;
I was snared in The Evil One’s lime
And now all his promptings
I know.
Crimson as blood is my crime.
Yet Thou canst wash whiter
than snow.
Heaven overhead is one frown;
About me the black waters
rave;
To the deep I go dreadfully down;
O pluck my feet out of the
grave;
Lord! I am sinking, I drown,
O save, for Thou only canst
save.