“There’s Bill’s fiddle, Dick,” said I, getting up; “I thought you would bring him out.”
“Yes, I was sure of that. I’ll sing another verse or two, and then be off to the park, and leave him in the lurch.”
“I can’t wait any more, Dick; I must go to my father,” said I.
“Well, off with you, then, and I’m off, too. Sing tura la, tura la, tura lura la. Bill’s coming down. How savage the nigger will be!”
CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
In which my Father proves
he can give good Advice as well as Peter
Anderson.
I found my father under the colonnade, and inquired of him if Anderson was there.
“No, he’s not,” replied my father; “he has been sent for by the officers; so stop, Tom—that is, if you can spare a minute for your own father.”
“Of course I can,” replied I, taking my seat by him.
“Why, you see, boy,” said my father, “I have but very little of your company, and I feel it, Tom, I do indeed. I’m not jealous, and I know that Peter Anderson has done more for you than ever I could, for I’ve no larning to signify; but still, Tom, I am your father, and I don’t think Peter, although he may be proud of your turning out so well, can feel exactly for you what a father does. I’m proud enough of you, Heaven knows, and it does hurt me a little when I find that, whenever you come here, it is for Peter Anderson, and it makes me wish sometimes that I had been Peter Anderson instead of your father.”
“Indeed, father,” replied I, “I hope you don’t think that I like Anderson better than I do you; but you recollect that I have been accustomed all my life to take his advice.”
“I know it, boy, I know it. I was serving my country and doing my duty on board of a King’s ship, and you were left here, and therefore lucky it was that you fell in with old Peter; but, Tom, I could not be in two places at the same time, and if I did not do my duty as a father toward you, at all events I was doing my duty to my country.”
“To be sure you were, and it was of more importance than looking after a brat like me,” replied I, soothingly, for I really never had the idea that my father could have showed so much feeling.
“Why, Tom, I can’t say that I thought so, for the fact is I didn’t think about it; indeed, I thought about nothing. Sailors afloat have little time to think; they can’t think when it’s their watch on deck, for they are too busy; nor at their watch below, for they’re too tired; nor at meal-times, for they must look after their share of the victuals; indeed, there is not any time to think on board ship, and that’s a fact. But, Tom, since I’ve been laid up here I have thought a good deal. All is calm and quiet, and one day passes just like the other, and no fear of interruption when one don’t wish it—and I have thought a good deal. At first I thought it a hard case to be shoved on the shelf at my age, but I don’t think so now—I’m quite satisfied.”