I know, and I do pray that God will give me fortitude
to bear with this sea of troubles, and rescue my daughter,
my Ambulinia, as a brand from the eternal burning.”
“Forgive me, father, oh! forgive thy child,”
replied Ambulinia. “My heart is ready to
break, when I see you in this grieved state of agitation.
Oh! think not so meanly of me, as that I mourn for
my own danger. Father, I am only woman.
Mother, I am only the templement of thy youthful
years, but will suffer courageously whatever punishment
you think proper to inflict upon me, if you will but
allow me to comply with my most sacred promises—if
you will but give me my personal right and my personal
liberty. Oh, father! if your generosity will
but give me these, I ask nothing more. When Elfonzo
offered me his heart, I gave him my hand, never to
forsake him, and now may the mighty God banish me before
I leave him in adversity. What a heart must
I have to rejoice in prosperity with him whose offers
I have accepted, and then, when poverty comes, haggard
as it may be, for me to trifle with the oracles of
Heaven, and change with every fluctuation that may
interrupt our happiness —like the politician
who runs the political gantlet for office one day,
and the next day, because the horizon is darkened a
little, he is seen running for his life, for fear
he might perish in its ruins. Where is the philosophy,
where is the consistency, where is the charity, in
conduct like this? Be happy then, my beloved
father, and forget me; let the sorrow of parting break
down the wall of separation and make us equal in our
feeling; let me now say how ardently I love you; let
me kiss that age-worn cheek, and should my tears bedew
thy face, I will wipe them away. Oh, I never
can forget you; no, never, never!”
“Weep not,” said the father, “Ambulinia.
I will forbid Elfonzo my house, and desire that you
may keep retired a few days. I will let him
know that my friendship for my family is not linked
together by cankered chains; and if he ever enters
upon my premises again, I will send him to his long
home.” “Oh, father! let me entreat
you to be calm upon this occasion, and though Elfonzo
may be the sport of the clouds and winds, yet I feel
assured that no fate will send him to the silent tomb
until the God of the Universe calls him hence with
a triumphant voice.”
Here the father turned away, exclaiming: “I
will answer his letter in a very few words, and you,
madam, will have the goodness to stay at home with
your mother; and remember, I am determined to protect
you from the consuming fire that looks so fair to your
view.”
Cumming, January 22, 1844.
Sir—In regard to your request, I am as
I ever have been, utterly opposed to your marrying
into my family; and if you have any regard for yourself,
or any gentlemanly feeling, I hope you will mention
it to me no more; but seek some other one who is not
so far superior to you in standing.
W. W. Valeer.