enough, though it might have been cleaner. Having
no evidence of my nationality, I felt it was useless
to apply to the Embassy; all the friends I had in
Paris who could have identified me as all Englishman
had left the city some days before, and as I reflected,
it appeared to me that if required to serve the Commune,
no other course would be left to me. One thing,
however, I resolved,—to keep myself as
much in the background as possible. In three or
four hours I was conducted before the members of the
Commune for that arrondissement. They received
me civilly, asked my name, age, profession,
etc.,
and then one of them, taking up a paper, proceeded
to say that I must be placed in a battalion for active
service, as I was under forty years of age. ‘Gentlemen,’
I replied, ’your political affairs are of no
interest to me, and it is my misfortune to be placed
in this unpleasant predicament. But I tell you
plainly, you may shoot me if you will, but I absolutely
refuse to leave Paris to fight the Versaillais, who
are no enemies of mine in particular, and I therefore
demand to be set at liberty.’ Upon this
they all laughed, and told me to leave the room.
After a little time I was recalled, and told I should
be placed in a
compagnie sedentaire. I
again remonstrated, and demanded to be set at liberty,
when they said I was drunk, and ordered me to be locked
into my cell, whence I was transferred to my battalion
the next morning. I found my captain a remarkably
pleasant man, as indeed were all my comrades in my
company, and I can never forget the kindness I met
with from them. My only regret is my utter ignorance
of their fate. I can scarcely hope they all escaped
the miserable fate that overtook so many; but I should
rejoice to know that some were spared. On entering
the captain’s office and taking off my hat, I
was told to put it on again, ‘as we are all
equal here, Citizen;’ and after the captain
had said a few words to me, I was regaled with bread,
sardines, and wine,—the rations for the
day. The captain was a young man of six-and-twenty,
with a particularly quiet, gentlemanly manner (he
was, I believe, a carpet-weaver). He had been
a soldier, and had served in Africa with distinction.
“The account of my daily duties as a member
of this company from April 10 to May 23 may be here
omitted. I became orderly to one of the members
of the Commune, and being supplied with a good horse
(for as an Englishman I was supposed to be able to
ride), I spent much of my time in carrying messages.
On the morning of Tuesday, May 23, our colonel told
us of the death of Dombrowski, who had been shot during
the night, though particulars were not known.
I was sorry to hear of his end, for he had been disposed
to be kind to me, and I knew then that the cause of
the Commune was utterly lost, as he was the only able
man among them. The night before, we had seen
such a fire as I never saw before, streaming up to
the sky in two pillars of flame. I was told it