The Dweller on the Threshold eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 202 pages of information about The Dweller on the Threshold.

The Dweller on the Threshold eBook

This eBook from the Gutenberg Project consists of approximately 202 pages of information about The Dweller on the Threshold.

Malling found himself wondering as Mr. Harding preached.

And was Mr. Harding the powerful preacher he was reputed to be?

At first he held his congregation.  That was evident.  Rows of rapt faces gazed up at him, as he leaned over the edge of the pulpit, or stood upright with his hands pressed palm downward upon it.  But it seemed to Malling that he held them rather because of his reputation, because of what they confidently expected of him, because of what he had done in the past, than because of what he was actually doing.  And presently they slipped out of his grasp.  He lost them.

The first thing that is necessary in an orator, if he is to be successful with an audience, is confidence in himself, a conviction that he has something to say which is worth saying, which has to be said.  Malling perceived that on this Sunday morning Mr. Harding possessed neither self-confidence nor conviction; though he made a determined, almost a violent, effort to pretend that he had both.  He took as the theme of his discourse self-knowledge, and as his motto—­so he called it—–­the words, “Know thyself.”  This was surely a promising subject.  He began to treat it with vigor.  But very soon it became evident that he was ill at ease, as an actor becomes who cannot get into touch with his audience.  He stumbled now and then in his sentences, harked back, corrected a phrase, modified a thought, attenuated a statement.  Then, evidently bracing himself up, almost aggressively he delivered a few passages that were eloquent enough.  But the indecision returned, became more painful.  He even contradicted himself.  A “No, that is not so.  I should say—­” communicated grave doubts as to his powers of clear thinking to the now confused congregation.  People began to cough and to shift about in their chairs.  A lady just beneath the pulpit unfolded a large fan and waved it slowly to and fro.  Mr. Harding paused, gazed at the fan, looked away from it, wiped his forehead with a handkerchief, grasped the pulpit ledge, and went on speaking, but now with almost a faltering voice.

The congregation were doubtless ignorant of the cause of their pastor’s perturbation, but Malling felt sure that he knew what it was.

The cause was Henry Chichester.

On the cherubic face of the senior curate, as he leaned back in his stall while Mr. Harding gave out the opening words of the sermon, there had been an expression that was surely one of anxiety, such as a master’s face wears when his pupil is about to give some public exhibition.  That simile came at once into Malling’s mind.  It was the master listening to the pupil, fearing for, criticizing, striving mentally to convey help to the pupil.  And as the sermon went on it was obvious to Malling that the curate was not satisfied with it, and that his dissatisfaction was, as it were, breaking the rector down.  At certain statements of Mr. Harding looks of contempt flashed

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