He set his teeth as he read.  The iron of his servitude was cutting its way into life, deeper and deeper.  Could he go on bearing it?  For weeks he had lived with Melrose on terms of sheer humiliation—­rated, or mocked at, his advice spurned, the wretched Nash and his crew ostentatiously preferred to him, even put over him.  “No one shall ever say I haven’t earned my money,” he would say to himself fiercely, as the intolerable days went by.  His only abiding hope and compensation lay in his intense belief that Melrose was a dying man.  All those feelings of natural gratitude, with which six months before he had entered on his task, were long since rooted up.  He hated his tyrant, and he wished him dead.  But the more he dwelt for consolation on the prospect of Melrose’s disappearance, the more attractive became to him the vision of his own coming reign.  Some day he would be his own master, and the master of these hoards.  Some day he would emerge from the cloud of hatred and suspicion in which he habitually walked; some day he would be able once more to follow the instincts of an honest man; some day he would be able again—­perhaps—­to look Lydia Penfold in the face!  Endurance for a few more months, on the best terms he could secure, lest the old madman should even yet revoke his gifts; and then—­a transformation scene—­on the details of which his thoughts dwelt perpetually, by way of relief from the present.  Tatham and the rest of his enemies, who were now hunting and reviling him, would be made to understand that if he had stooped, he had stooped with a purpose; and that the end did in this case justify the means.

A countryside cleansed, comforted, remade; a great estate ideally managed; a great power to be greatly used; scope for experiment, for public service, for self-realization—­he greedily, passionately, foresaw them all.  Let him be patient.  Nothing could interfere with his dream, but some foolish refusal of the conditions on which alone it could come true.

Often, when this mood of self-assertion was on him, he would go back in thought to his boyish holidays in Oxford, and to his uncle.  He saw the kind old fellow in his shepherd plaid suit, black tie, and wide-awake, taking his constitutional along the Woodstock road, or playing a mild game of croquet in the professorial garden; or he recalled him among his gems—­those rare and beautiful things, bought with the savings of a lifetime, loved, each of them, for its own sake, and bequeathed at death, with the tender expression of a wish—­no tyrannical condition!—­to the orphan boy whom he had fathered.

The thought of what would—­what must be—­Uncle Mackworth’s judgment on his present position, was perhaps the most tormenting element in Faversham’s consciousness.  He faced it, however, with frankness.  His uncle would have condemned him—­wholly.  The notion of serving a bad man, for money, would have been simply inconceivable to that straight and innocent soul.  Are there not still herbs to be eaten under hedgerows, with the sauce of liberty and self-respect?