VIII.
A timid grace sits trembling in her eye,
As loath to meet the rudeness of men’s
sight,
Yet shedding a delicious lunar light,
That steeps in kind oblivious ecstasy
The care-crazed mind, like some still
melody:
Speaking most plain the thoughts which
do possess
Her gentle sprite: peace, and meek
quietness,
And innocent loves, and maiden purity:
A look whereof might heal the cruel smart
Of changed friends, or fortune’s
wrongs unkind;
Might to sweet deeds of mercy move the
heart
Of him who hates his brethren of mankind.
Turn’d are those lights from me,
who fondly yet
Past joys, vain loves, and buried hopes
regret.
IX.
TO JOHN LAMB, ESQ., OF THE SOUTH-SEA-HOUSE.
John, you were figuring in the gay career
Of blooming manhood with a young man’s
joy,
When I was yet a little peevish boy—
Though time has made the difference disappear
Betwixt our ages, which then seem’d
so great—
And still by rightful custom you retain
Much of the old authoritative strain,
And keep the elder brother up in state.
O! you do well in this. ’Tis
man’s worst deed
To let the “things that have been”
run to waste,
And in the unmeaning present sink the
past:
In whose dim glass even now I faintly
read
Old buried forms, and faces long ago,
Which you, and I, and one more, only know.
X.
O! I could laugh to hear the midnight
wind,
That, rushing on its way with careless
sweep,
Scatters the ocean waves. And I could
weep
Like to a child. For now to my raised
mind
On wings of winds comes wild-eyed Fantasy,
And her rude visions give severe delight.
O winged bark! how swift along the night
Pass’d thy proud keel! nor shall
I let go by
Lightly of that drear hour the memory,
When wet and chilly on thy deck I stood,
Unbonneted, and gazed upon the flood,
Even till it seem’d a pleasant thing
to die,—
To be resolv’d into th’ elemental
wave,
Or take my portion with the winds that
rave.
XI.
We were two pretty babes, the youngest
she,
The youngest, and the loveliest far, I
ween,
And INNOCENCE her name. The time
has been,
We two did love each other’s company:
Time was, we two had wept to have been
apart.
But when by show of seeming good beguiled,
I left the garb and manners of a child,
And my first love for man’s society,
Defiling with the world my virgin heart—
My loved companion dropp’d a tear,
and fled,
And hid in deepest shades her awful head.
Beloved, who shall tell me where thou
art—
In what delicious Eden to be found—
That I may seek thee the wide world around?