The Lover’s Tale
Sometimes I thought Camilla was no more,
Some one had told me she was dead, and
ask’d me
If I would see her burial: then I
seem’d
To rise, and thro’ the forest-shadow
borne
With more than mortal swiftness, I ran
down
The sleepy sea-bank, till I came upon
The rear of a procession, curving round
The silver-sheeted bay: in front
of which
Six stately virgins, all in white, upbare
A broad earth-sweeping pall of whitest
lawn,
Wreathed round the bier with garlands:
in the distance,
From out the yellow woods, upon the hill,
Look’d forth the summit and the
pinnacles
Of a grey steeple. All the pageantry,
Save those six virgins which upheld the
bier,
Were stoled from head to foot in flowing
black;
One walk’d abreast with me, and
veiled his brow,
And he was loud in weeping and in praise
Of the departed: a strong sympathy
Shook all my soul: I flung myself
upon him
In tears and cries: I told him all
my love,
How I had loved her from the first; whereat
He shrunk and howl’d, and from his
brow drew back
His hand to push me from him; and the
face
The very face and form of Lionel,
Flash’d through my eyes into my
innermost brain,
And at his feet I seemed to faint and
fall,
To fall and die away. I could not
rise,
Albeit I strove to follow. They pass’d
on,
The lordly Phantasms; in their floating
folds
They pass’d and were no more:
but I had fall’n
Prone by the dashing runnel on the grass.
Always th’ inaudible, invisible
thought
Artificer and subject, lord and slave
Shaped by the audible and visible,
Moulded the audible and visible;
All crisped sounds of wave, and leaf and
wind,
Flatter’d the fancy of my fading
brain;
The storm-pavilion’d element, the
wood,
The mountain, the three cypresses, the
cave,
Were wrought into the tissue of my dream.
The moanings in the forest, the loud stream,
Awoke me not, but were a part of sleep;
And voices in the distance, calling to
me,
And in my vision bidding me dream on,
Like sounds within the twilight realms
of dreams,
Which wander round the bases of the hills,
And murmur in the low-dropt eaves of sleep,
But faint within the portals. Oftentimes
The vision had fair prelude, in the end
Opening on darkness, stately vestibules
To cares and shows of Death; whether the
mind,
With a revenge even to itself unknown,
Made strange division of its suffering
With her, whom to have suffering view’d
had been
Extremest pain; or that the clear-eyed
Spirit,
Being blasted in the Present, grew at
length
Prophetical and prescient of whate’er
The Future had in store; or that which
most
Enchains belief, the sorrow of my spirit