The careful burthen of our tender years
Trembled upon the other. He that gave
Her life, to me delightedly fulfill’d
All loving-kindnesses, all offices
Of watchful care and trembling tenderness.
He worked for both: he pray’d for both: he slept
Dreaming of both; nor was his love the less
Because it was divided, and shot forth
Boughs on each side, laden with wholesome shade,
Wherein we rested sleeping or awake,
And sung aloud the matin-song of life.
She was my foster-sister: on one
arm
The flaxen ringlets of our infancies
Wander’d, the while we rested:
one soft lap
Pillow’d us both: one common
light of eyes
Was on us as we lay: our baby lips,
Kissing one bosom, ever drew from thence
The stream of life, one stream, one life,
one blood,
One sustenance, which, still as thought
grew large,
Still larger moulding all the house of
thought,
Perchance assimilated all our tastes
And future fancies. ’Tis a
beautiful
And pleasant meditation, what whate’er
Our general mother meant for me alone,
Our mutual mother dealt to both of us:
So what was earliest mine in earliest
life,
I shared with her in whom myself remains.
As was our childhood, so our infancy,
They tell me, was a very miracle
Of fellow-feeling and communion.
They tell me that we would not be alone,—
We cried when we were parted; when I wept,
Her smile lit up the rainbow on my tears,
Stay’d on the clouds of sorrow;
that we loved
The sound of one another’s voices
more
Than the grey cuckoo loves his name, and
learn’d
To lisp in tune together; that we slept
In the same cradle always, face to face,
Heart beating time to heart, lip pressing
lip,
Folding each other, breathing on each
other,
Dreaming together (dreaming of each other
They should have added) till the morning
light
Sloped thro’ the pines, upon the
dewy pane
Falling, unseal’d our eyelids, and
we woke
To gaze upon each other. If this
be true,
At thought of which my whole soul languishes
And faints, and hath no pulse, no breath,
as tho’
A man in some still garden should infuse
Rich attar in the bosom of the rose,
Till, drunk with its own wine and overfull
Of sweetness, and in smelling of itself,
It fall on its own thorns—if
this be true—
And that way my wish leaneth evermore
Still to believe it—’tis
so sweet a thought,
Why in the utter stillness of the soul
Doth question’d memory answer not,
nor tell,
Of this our earliest, our closest drawn,
Most loveliest, most delicious union?
Oh, happy, happy outset of my days!
Green springtide, April promise, glad
new year
Of Being, which with earliest violets,
And lavish carol of clear-throated larks,
Fill’d all the march of life.—I