His theory of life had been amply proved.  Blake had prated of the soul, but it had been the body he had desired!  Again and again that thought had struck home, a savage spur goading him in daytime to a wild plying of his brushes, gripping him in the lonely darkness of the night-time until his sobs were suspended by their very poignancy and the scalding tears dried before they could fall.

He saw darkly, he saw untruly, but the world is according to the beholder’s vision, and in those sultry days, when summer waxed and Paris emptied, opening its gates to the foreigner, all the colors had receded from existence and he had tasted the lees of life.

And now to-day it seemed that the climax had been reached.  Seated idly before his canvas, the whole procession of his Paris life unwound before him—­from the first tumultuous hour, when he had entered the Hotel Railleux on fire for freedom, to this moment when, with dull resentful eyes, he confronted the sum of his labors—­an unfinished, sorry study devoid of inspiration.

He stared at the flat canvas—­the rough outline of his picture—­the reckless splashing on of color; and, abruptly, as if a hand had touched him, he sprang to his feet, making havoc among the paint tubes that strewed the floor, and turned summarily to the open window.

It was after eight o’clock, but the hazy, unreal daylight of a summer evening made all things visible.  He scanned the plantation, viewing it as if in some travesty of morning; he looked down upon the city, sleeping uneasily in preparation for the inevitable night of pleasure, and a sudden loathing of Paris shook him.  It seemed as if some gauzy illusive garment had been lifted from a fair body and that his eyes, made free of the white limbs, had discerned a corpse.

By a natural flight of ideas, the loathing of the city turned to loathing of himself—­to an unsatiable desire for self-forgetfulness, for self-effacement.  Solitude was no longer tenable, the walls of the appartement seemed to close in about him, stifling—­suffocating him.  With a feverish movement, he turned from the window, picked up his hat and fled the room.

On the landing he paused for a moment before the door of M. Cartel.  He had paid many visits to M. Cartel under stress of circumstances similar to this, and invariably M. Cartel—­and, moving in his shadow, the demure Jacqueline—­had proffered a generous hospitality—­talking to him of work, of politics, of Paris, but with a Frenchman’s inimitable tact.

For all this unobtrusive attention he had been silently grateful, but to-night he stood by the door hesitating; for long he hesitated, honestly fighting with his mood, but at last the desperation of the mood prevailed.  Who could talk of work, when work was as an evil smell in the nostrils?  Who could talk of politics, when the overthrow of nations would not stimulate the mind?  He turned on his heel with a little exclamation, hopeless as it was cynical, and ran down the stairs with the gait of one whose destination concerns neither the world nor himself.