always disturbs me, it is utterly antipathetic to
my character, which is open even to the pitch of imprudence.
The aspect of the most hideous monster would alarm
me little, I verily believe; but if I discern at night
a figure in a white sheet, I am sure to be terrified
out of my life."[85] So he at once fancied that by
some means the Jesuits had got possession of his book,
and knowing him to be at death’s door, designed
to keep the Emilius back until he was actually dead,
when they would publish a truncated version of it
to suit their own purposes.[86] He wrote letter upon
letter to the printer, to Malesherbes, to Madame de
Luxembourg, and if answers did not come, or did not
come exactly when he expected them, he grew delirious
with anxiety. If he dropped his conviction that
the Jesuits were plotting the ruin of his book and
the defilement of his reputation, he lost no time
in fastening a similar design upon the Jansenists,
and when the Jansenists were acquitted, then the turn
of the philosophers came. We have constantly to
remember that all this time the unfortunate man was
suffering incessant pain, and passing his nights in
sleeplessness and fever. He sometimes threw off
the black dreams of unfathomable suspicion, and dreamed
in their stead of some sunny spot in pleasant Touraine,
where under a mild climate and among a gentle people
he should peacefully end his days.[87] At other times
he was fond of supposing M. de Luxembourg not a duke,
nor a marshal of France, but a good country squire
living in some old mansion, and himself not an author,
not a maker of books, but with moderate intelligence
and slight attainment, finding with the squire and
his dame the happiness of his life, and contributing
to the happiness of theirs.[88] Alas, in spite of
all his precautions, he had unwittingly drifted into
the stream of great affairs. He and his book
were sacrificed to the exigencies of faction; and a
persecution set in, which destroyed his last chance
of a composed life, by giving his reason, already
disturbed, a final blow from which it never recovered.
Emilius appeared in the crisis of the movement against
the Jesuits. That formidable order had offended
Madame de Pompadour by a refusal to recognise her
power and position,—a manly policy, as creditable
to their moral vigour as it was contrary to the maxims
which had made them powerful. They had also offended
Choiseul by the part they had taken in certain hostile
intrigues at Versailles. The parliaments had
always been their enemies. This was due first
to the jealousy with which corporations of lawyers
always regard corporations of ecclesiastics, and next
to their hatred of the bull Unigenitus, which had
been not only an infraction of French liberties, but
the occasion of special humiliation to the parliaments.
Then the hostility of the parliaments to the Jesuits
was caused by the harshness with which the system
of confessional tickets was at this time being carried
out. Finally, the once powerful house of Austria,