Ca. I had a most dreadful Apparition.
Eu. Perhaps it was your evil Genius that push’d you on to this.
Ca. I am fully persuaded it was an evil Spirit.
Eu. Tell me what Shape it was in. Was it such as we use to paint with a crooked Beak, long Horns, Harpies Claws, and swinging Tail?
Ca. You make a Game of it, but I had rather sink into the Earth, than see such another.
Eu. And were your Women Sollicitresses with you then?
Ca. No, nor I would not so much as open my Lips of it to them, though they sifted me most particularly about it, when they found me almost dead with the Surprise.
Eu. Shall I tell you what it was?
Ca. Do if you can.
Eu. Those Women had certainly bewitch’d you, or conjur’d your Brain out of your Head rather. But did you persist in your Resolution still, for all this?
Ca. Yes, for they told me, that many were thus troubled upon their first consecrating themselves to Christ; but if they got the better of the Devil that Bout, he’d let them alone for ever after.
Eu. Well, what Pomp were you carried out with?
Ca. They put on all my Finery, let down my Hair, and dress’d me just as if it had been for my Wedding.
Eu. To a fat Monk, perhaps; Hem! a Mischief take this Cough.
Ca. I was carried from my Father’s House to the College by broad Day-Light, and a World of People staring at me.
Eu. O these Scaramouches, how they know to wheedle the poor People! How many Days did you continue in that holy College of Virgins, forsooth?
Ca. Till Part of the twelfth Day.
Eu. But what was it that changed your Mind, that had been so resolutely bent upon it?
Ca. I must not tell you what it was, but it was something very considerable. When I had been there six Days, I sent for my Mother; I begged of her, and besought her, as she lov’d my Life, to get me out of the College again. She would not hear on’t, but bad me hold to my Resolution. Upon that I sent for my Father, but he chid me too, telling me, that I had made him master his Affections, and that now he’d make me master mine, and not disgrace him, by starting from my Purpose. At last, when I saw that I could do no good with them this Way, I told my Father and Mother both, that to please them, I would submit to die, and that would certainly be my Fate, if they did not take me out, and that very quickly too; and upon this, they took me Home.
Eu. It was very well that you recanted before you had profess’d yourself for good and all: But still, I don’t hear what it was changed your Mind so suddenly.
Ca. I never told any Mortal yet, nor shall.
Eu. What if I should guess?
Ca. I’m sure you can’t guess it; and if you do, I won’t tell you.