from the hand of the robber; to hide, the joys, which
if now we lose we may lose for ever, in the sacred
and inviolable stores of the past, and place them
beyond the power not of
Almoran only but of fate?’
With this wild effusion of desire, he caught her again
to his breast, and finding no resistance his heart
exulted in his success; but the next moment, to the
total disappointment of his hopes, he perceived that
she had fainted in his arms. When she recovered,
she once more disengaged herself from him, and turning
away her face, she burst into tears. When her
voice could be heard, she covered herself with her
veil, and turning again towards him, ‘All but
this,’ said she, ’I had learnt to bear;
and how has this been deserved by
Almeida of
Hamet? You was my only solace in distress;
and when the tears have stolen from my eyes in silence
and in solitude, I thought on thee; I thought upon
the chaste ardour of thy sacred friendship, which
was softened, refined, and exalted into love.
This was my hoarded treasure; and the thoughts of
possessing this; soothed all my anguish with a miser’s
happiness, who, blest in the consciousness of hidden
wealth, despises cold and hunger, and rejoices in the
midst of all the miseries that make poverty dreadful:
this was my last retreat; but I am now desolate and
forlorn, and my soul looks round, with terror, for
that refuge which it can never find.’ ‘Find
that refuge,’ said
Almoran, ‘in me.’
‘Alas!’ said
Almeida, ’can he
afford me refuge from my sorrows, who, for the guilty
pleasures of a transient moment, would forever sully
the purity of my mind, and aggravate misfortune by
the consciousness of guilt?’
As Almoran now perceived, that it was impossible,
by any importunity, to induce her to violate her principles;
he had nothing more to attempt, but to subvert them.
‘When,’ said he, ’shall Almeida
awake, and these dreams of folly and superstition
vanish? That only is virtue, by which happiness
is produced; and whatever produces happiness, is therefore
virtue; and the forms, and words and rites, which priests
have pretended to be required by Heaven, are the fraudful
arts only by which they govern mankind.’
Almeida, by this impious insult, was roused from
grief to indignation: ‘As thou hast now
dared,’ said she, ’to deride the laws,
which thou wouldst first have broken; so hast thou
broken for ever the tender bonds, by which my soul
was united to thine. Such as I fondly believed
thee, thou art not; and what thou art, I have never
loved. I have loved a delusive phantom only,
which, while I strove to grasp it, has vanished from
me.’ Almoran attempted to reply; but
on such a subject, neither her virtue nor her wisdom
would permit debate. ‘That prodigy,’
said she, ’which I thought was the sleight of
cunning, or the work of sorcery, I now revere as the
voice of Heaven; which, as it knew thy heart, has in
mercy saved me from thy arms. To the will of Heaven
shall my will be obedient; and my voice also shall
pronounce, to Almoran Almeida.’