on, absorbed in his own reflections. He wore on
such occasions an old gray shawl, rolled into a coil
and wrapped like a rope around his neck. The
rest of his clothes were in keeping. ’He
did not walk cunningly—Indian-like—but
cautiously and firmly.’ His tread was even
and strong. He was a little pigeon-toed; and this,
with another peculiarity, made his walk very singular.
He set his whole foot flat on the ground, and in turn
lifted it all at once—not resting momentarily
upon the toe as the foot rose nor upon the heel as
it fell. He never wore his shoes out at the heel
and the toe, as most men do, more than at the middle.
Yet his gait was not altogether awkward, and there
was manifest physical power in his step. As he
moved along thus, silent and abstracted, his thoughts
dimly reflected in his sharp face, men turned to look
after him as an object of sympathy as well as curiosity.
His melancholy, in the words of Mr. Herndon, ’
dripped
from him as he walked.’ If, however,
he met a friend in the street, and was roused by a
hearty ‘Good-morning, Lincoln!’ he would
grasp the friend’s hand with one or both of
his own, and with his usual expression of ‘Howdy!
howdy!’ would detain him to hear a story; something
reminded him of it; it happened in Indiana, and it
must be told, for it was wonderfully pertinent.
It was not at home that he most enjoyed seeing company.
He preferred to meet his friends abroad,—on
a street-corner, in an office, at the court-house,
or sitting on nail-kegs in a country store.”
Mrs. Lincoln experienced great difficulty in securing
the punctual attendance of her husband at the family
meals. Dr. Bateman has repeatedly seen two of
the boys pulling with all their might at his coat-tails,
and a third pushing in front, while
paterfamilias
stood upon the street cordially shaking the hand of
an old acquaintance.
After his breakfast-hour, says Mr. Lamon, he would
appear at his office and go about the labors of the
day with all his might, displaying prodigious industry
and capacity for continuous application, although he
never was a fast worker. Sometimes it happened
that he came without his breakfast; and then he would
have in his hands a piece of cheese or bologna sausage,
and a few crackers, bought by the way. At such
times he did not speak to his partner, or his friends
if any happened to be present; the tears perhaps struggling
into his eyes, while his pride was struggling to keep
them back. Mr. Herndon knew the whole story at
a glance. There was no speech between them, but
neither wished the visitors at the office to witness
the scene. So Lincoln retired to the back office
while Mr. Herndon locked the front one and walked away
with the key in his pocket. In an hour or more
the latter would return and perhaps find Lincoln calm
and collected. Otherwise he went out again and
waited until he was so. Then the office was opened
and everything went on as usual.